Happiness...Sold Separately..

11 months

2010-07-22T04:15:00.002+08:00

It has been almost a year since I last blogged.
Working overnight shift today..
So what has happened since Aug 2009?
Nothing much...
I am still with the same bank
went for another trip to Japan during May 2010.
This time with my ex colleague, we went Osaka, Kyoto and Tokyo.
It was really fun, esp visiting Disneyland and Disneysea.
We spent about 11 hours at each place. And it was still not enough.
Next destination is to Hokkaido i hope!

Want to do alot of things like taking japanese lessons, but as long as I am on shift, not able to do so.
Want to quit, but just now visited CPF website..realised my CPF only got so little money..also cannot quit..why do i feel so poor?

Need to save up money as im going to Sydney and Melbourne soon,
Bf's birthday coming too..we are going to stay at New Majestic Hotel-Aqua ROom for a night.im gg to pay for it..so have to save up for that as well..
can money just fall from the sky please?

Wedding invitations are coming from schoolmates too..maybe shall stay put for now and pray next yr's bonus will be a big fat one..

Facebook really kills blogging..but it really feels good now and then to just type something about my life instead of a one word sentence to summarise it.

Counting down to my next holiday 17 more days!! I wanna go whalewatching..and my poly fren offered to go with me, he is working in Sydney. Glad to have a friend there to keep me company. It is a different feeling when you travel with a friend compared to with a family member.

I still do not have any aim for the future..just money to support my travelling plans and i want a 5 day work week with a good work life balance.I guess not everyone has a career goal anyway.

3.5 more hours to go..maybe if im really bored..i will change my blog skin..
Cheers to anyone who is reading this.
I seriously doubt it as it really is a long time since the last post and I am not going to tell anyone i updated my blog again.

Tokyo Trip 2009

2009-05-13T11:32:00.003+08:00

I should do justice to my Tokyo Trip by blogging properly about it.

2nd May 2009
Reached Changi Airport Terminal 1 at 8am, went inside the departure hall at 8.05am, no queue at Cathay Pacific..so good.
Saw this while walking around

It's a FOC mobilephone charger, with chargers from various brands of HPs..u just put your phone inside one of those small compartment and locked it. Remember to collect it before you board the plane though..

Reached HK airport 15 mins early at 1.45pm, however, i was lost and do not know where to board the next plane to Narita. Got help from a customer service officer, who advised me to take a shorter queue to get past security. By the time i reached the correct gate, it was the final call to board the plane, thank goodness.

Finally reached Narita airport half an hour early..at 8.00pm TYO time (SIN time 8.30pm). Have to go through swine flu inspection check, which caused me to cross the custom only at 10pm. Took quite long to ponder which JR line should take as different trains going to different places also uses the same track, finally took the last train at 10.30pm and only reached Asakusabashi Station at 11.30pm. Luckily I smsed bf to wait for me at the train station, otherwise by the time i find my way to the hostel (which is a mere 1 min walk away) it will be past midnight already.
When I finally arrived, we went to Mini Stop convenience store to have dinner..i quite like convenience store food, but somehow, I find that Shinjuku's convenience stores got more stuff..

Next post will be out soon! Meanwhile can take a look at my facebook for photos!

X Japan Live at Tokyo Dome!

2009-05-03T23:56:00.002+08:00

Just reached my hostel near Asakusa at 11.30pm last night, only ate a late dinner and went to sleep.

Supposed to go Disneyland myself today, however, bf still did not managed to get ticket to watch X Japan's concert. He decided to went Tokyo Dome to check if anyone selling it. Our whole morning and early afternoon was spent at Akihabara. Spent more than 1500 yen on UFO catcher..haha. I just like the trill of it. A bit of warning here..I might give the things i caught as souvenirs. :)

Just when we were about to go to another UFO catcher place, 2 guys approached us asking if we want to buy X Japan tickets from them. As they are selling 2 tickets together, we decided to go together. According to bf, the ticket price is worth it as the seats were quite good. We bought it for 10000 yen each, original price was 12800 yen.

Japanese fans are more on than Singapore. They dress up as their favourite band members, buy alot of light sticks, always supporting the band by standing up, doing hand actions and singing along..there were more people in Tokyo Dome than our National Day, even the police and public transportation have to work till late.

Have been eating most of my meals at convenience stores so far, but its nice. Still do not have any plans for tomorrow, hopefully can buy some nice clothes though.
Its now 1.05am here, need to finish playing my fb games.

P.S: Finally got tix to Ghibli Museum!!

Books...

2009-04-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

I really do not know if it is good that a story have several books in a series or not..
Because they have a few books, I always have to go different libraries very often to go grab them!
After reading the whole series..I am contemplating to buy all 4 books to keep, cos i know i will read them often..

The following is copied from http://www.shannaswendson.com/enchanted.html.
It is only for the 1st book..I love modern magic!! love love..

ENCHANTED, INC is a magical story featuring Katie Chandler, a 20something, small-town Texas girl, who finds that being average in New York City is anything but.

Katie is still adjusting to life in the big city while working a for a nightmare boss when she gets a fantastic offer to work for a mysterious company, MSI, Inc. Through her new job and the magical folk she meets, Katie comes to find out she isn't quite as average as she thought; and the fairy tale life she has longed for begins to come true in surprising ways.

What Katie doesn't realize is how rare and important being ordinary can be. In fact, it is her ordinary characteristics that make her the perfect secret weapon for MSI, Inc. Now she has magicians and fairies meddling in her attempted romances, a secret life she needs to keep hidden from her non-magical friends, not to mention that dangerous pull she feels for Owen, an attractive but shy wizard who might be the most powerful magic man since Merlin.

Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T05:52:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY everyone!
In Sydney airport now waiting for my flight..
so sleepy..tmw have to work..sian..
for photos of Sydney, go to my facebook ba.

Not much photos as i did not do much sightseeing..
just shopping and casino..;p

Have a great year and loads of red packets!

Love,
Jeanie

A nice day since yesterday night...

2008-11-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

Met up with SIM friends for a friend's gathering....
had mushroom pot...v ex..not worth it..
but had fun meeting up with friends...after that started walking aimlessly up and down orchard road looking for stuff to do..
saw linda..ex sushi tei staff..she tot im working as supervisor at sushi tei...
saw desmond n raymond from TP too..

today dad send me to mom's work place so we can buy fengshui stuff..
speaking of mom..yesterday afternoon my mom received a phonecall claiming to be my sis..crying for help as she got bullied by people..
my mom was so worried..feel like punching that girl ...then my mom msg both of us to see if we are ok..my dad also msg..feels nice to know they care anyway..
i DO know they care.
anyway..after that had lunch and went PS to go DAISO..after that meet twig ..supposed to go HORTPARK and walk around..in the end went Dynasty and sing ktv for 3 hours..for 12.50 bucks..cheap right? walked again to Ms clarity cafe..
ate baked pasta..cheese fries..and bread and pudding..i LOVE the cheese fries.

It really feels like a long weekend to me..cos these few days..had been taking leisurely strolls ...walking without a destination..without having to rush to somewhere...feels very nice...
shall try to walk like this more often..:P

ANIME FESTIVAL ASIA coming soon! 22nd NOV..go www.afa08.com for more info
going to wear lolita!

Spoil....

2008-11-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

bought this today..hope can wear them soon!

tmw going to go anime K-ing...:)

weddings

2008-10-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

wonder what is happening with people nowadays..
holding weddings at chalets..
if i am broke...i rather dun hold anything and dun expect ang bao..
if i hold a event to celebrate my wedding..
i will hold it in a function room, both food and environment is nice and comfortable..
sometimes i find that those who hold it in chalets is to get red packets from guests..
i know i might sound harsh and rude but this is my way of thinking..
i even got a friend who is teacher who held her ROM at chalet..at least hers is the big chalet one..aloha loyang..2 storeys..no comments about the ones at costa sands one..
coming soon will be another wedding of a friend..held at www.gardenasia.com
if i cannot afford to hold it at a hotel..i will def hold it there..go check it out
if any of u getting married..:)

online buys

2008-09-14T14:23:00.002+08:00

really into online shopping these days...
bought a yukata with butterfly prints..50% off! just the shipping which is ex..
bought clothes from an online store which sells clothes from taiwan as well..
oh no..got to cut down on my spending..the more u earn..
the more u spend..

Batam

2008-09-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

went batam for a short weekend getaway..very relaxed..
but not as relaxed as desaru..
maybe cos batam got place to shop..
when are we going for holidays together happy folks gang?
dunno why it is so difficult for us to go on holiday..

only slept for 4 hours last night...surprisingly i have not crash on my bed yet..

Why?

2 dinner and dances...One is a beginning..The other should be an end..

2008-08-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

Dinner and dance for my full time job, at Suntec..have to wear Orange as we are in the Mercedez Team
quite enjoyable as Mark Lee was one of the emcees..and kumar made a special appearance.
Very entertaining..too bad I never win any lucky draw prizes..
Had difficulties heading home as there were alot of people..200 tables...

Might be my last dinner for my part time job..could have been my 4th dinner with them if last year I did not sprain my ankle..
regret not going..
anyway..realised i know a lot of people although I only work at SG and Taka..
cos some of them transferred to other outlets too.
I missed all of them even though Im at Taka already.
I do miss my SG colleagues..but things have changed.
I do not know what's my motivation anymore..Do not even know if im motivated to work there anymore..
alot of people quit already..
when will it be my turn?
want to quit but something is still holding me back..
pictures in facebook and maybe friendster

2008-07-27T16:57:00.002+08:00

just came back from a high tea with mom at swensens...yum yum...i just love cheese baked mussels or scallops..or mentaiko...

bought a hamster cage from my neighbourhood..only 5 bucks..
then saw this big crowd at the field opposite the polyclinic..
at first i thought its a malay cultural thingy..
but after checking out the Internet..it is actually javanese..

horse trance dance..
Among the traditional dances of Java are a number of trance dances. Kuda Lemping (or Lémpéng but often misspelled Lumping so non-Indonesians will know how to pronounce it) is one of these trance dances, in which masks for spirit characters and flat woven bamboo horses are the main props. The dance is about the battle of good and evil, with the horse riding characters going into a trance where they behave like horses. The name Kuda Lemping literally means "flat horses."

anyway..it was pretty scary whenever they came near the crowd..all of the people will
quickly rush to the opposite side..cos they are really in trance..they don't care about the traffic...will just dash out to the road irregardless of safety..
will use head to break glasses..
jump hard onto a floor with broken glasses..
use teeth to 'peel' a coconut..
and there were 'guards' & 'guardians' to prevent them from getting hurt..and prevent us from getting hurt too..
it was quite scary when one suddenly was chasing me cos of the hamster cage i think..
maybe he smelt something..animal smell or something..

hope i can hurry up take leave..sept pls come soon

Cosfest 2008

2008-07-13T22:04:00.004+08:00

Went to downtown east last weekend for COSFEST 2008.
It was really an eye opener as I never attended one before...
anyway..downtown east changed so much..
got shopping mall n a ferris wheel inside..
somehow makes me think of Tokyo...:(

It's been a month of training for me..
tmw will start taking calls..
hope everything goes well..
waiting for the day my probation is over and I can take leave and enjoy..Yay!

Desaru

2008-06-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

just came back from desaru....its a 2 day 1 night trip..though short ...its fun to hang out with friends...just sleep..chat...suntanning..swimming..picking shells...
photos are up at facebook... at the following links..:)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=46704&l=ad7d6&id=704446994

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=46705&l=fdabe&id=704446994

busy busy me...

2008-06-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

Into my 2nd week into the company.....
so far so good..just feel like im attending lectures all over again..
now should be my 'slack' period in my job as me and my colleagues get to have 1.5 hrs lunch..
all will be over soon next week...i dun want!!!

I like this kind of life too..

My grandmother...

2008-06-09T21:31:00.010+08:00

My grandmother married early at the age of 16...
unfortunately..my grandfather passed away early and she had to raised 9 kids on her own...

She took care of me for a few years....the younger baby was me...

In primary school, she would always give me alot of pocket money ...every night before school she will stuff alot of coins in my purse...for which i am really grateful..cos
last time kids' pocket money is only 1 buck or less...i will always have more than 2 bucks every day...
because of me....she fell down on her way to fetch me from Sports Day.. and could not walk for weeks..was wheel chair bound...our house was so inconvenient for her as there is no elevator...

A few years later...she went back to malaysia to take care of other grandchildren..

the last photo I took with her was this year Chinese New Year...

but just got back from her funeral yesterday...which was only a short 3 days...

In loving memory of Tan Seok Eng

From 29 Feb 1926 to 5 June 2008 7.30pm
Leaving behind 9 children...5 daughter-in-laws...4 son-in-laws...
35 grandchildren...16 great grandchildren..

I must say she had a wonderful 82 years....managed to live long enough to see great grandchildren...
没机会告诉你谢谢你的照顾
没有机会回报你。。。

2008-06-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Don't go,please come back...

please be well

2008-06-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

just went to Telok Intan, Perak to visit my mom's mom...who is ill...
dont even know if she recognise me or any of us or not..
She is 82....I hope she can live another 10 more years...
my mom was trying hard not to cry...so did I..
do not even know if she is getting better or not..
All i pray is..whatever happens...she will not be in pain..
She used to hold my hand.....now I have to hold hers....cos she is not holding mine anymore..

looking at her made me realise that
In the end, it is not the amount of money you earn,
neither are the memories one have...
Instead it is how people remember you by that really matters...

I saw Gary Cao Ge Live Yesterday!

2008-05-25T12:23:00.002+08:00

At Ngee Ann City..they were having this I weekly/8 Days events..
there were other singers too..but dunno who are they..
Cao Ge was the finale..
He started with 3-7-21, then a funny funny song..which I dunno the title..
Then after that with Betrayal...
with an ENCORE of Single Number then Frank's Sinatra of My Way...Duet Style..
He is so good!!!
The female part really sounded female..
Streetfest is today....but stupid pig don't want to bring me..

I just want to concentrate on finding a job...the rest of the issues....just throw behind me for now....I do not want you to wait any longer...I do not want you to waste your time any longer...

my favourite males

2008-05-15T16:48:00.004+08:00

CHARACTERS of course..haha..today going to blog about my favourite hunks n heroes
as i hv just watching 斗牛要不要 and 淫野3+1 so you can guess a little of my favourites!

1) Li Syaoran (Shao-ran)

When I was young...just started watching cardcaptor sakura..
I liked Syaoran....maybe cos of the way he treats Sakura..ok I realised I liked a lot of these characters cos of the way they treat the females leads...and their ability to protect the the girls they like - using superpowers of course...that is why they are so unrealistic.

2) Valerian - from a series of Vampire books from Linda Lael Miller..
He is a vampire....who is perfect except for the fact that he cannot go out into the sun in the day...and sucks blood at night..

3) Edward Cullen - from Twilight series of books...
A vampire too...who is forever 17...can read minds....runs fast without panting...ABLE to go out in the day...just not under direct sunlight as he will glitter and humans will scream..

4) Night Tenjo...from Absolute Boyfriend manga (zettai kareshi)

cool, calm and collected...Will always cry after reading finish the manga...very sad!He is so nice...but not human..sian..a robot..but looks just like a human..

5) ok..now come to real humans..only one so far..

mingdao of 183 club.!! eh..with qiaoen here..haha..i still like them together the best..
I like his travel show..like his dramas..like his acting..to me..i find that in real life..his behaviour is also the same as those dramas..sigh..

ok..that's all..like to congratulate my niece...who is called Jie Ling..for winning the young author's price..and got her mini book published!
IM so proud of her..

Tokyo 27 Mar 08 to 3 Apr 08

2008-05-05T18:28:00.034+08:00

Warning...long long post..i think the longest I have ever posted..

27 March 2007 - Thursday

Didn't even sleep that night as my flight was at 6am. Would like to thank my parents as they woke up at 330am to send me to the airport. Was asleep as soon as we board the flight. However, when I woke up - which was like an hour plus later..we were still on the ground. Finally took off at 7plus. Reached Narita Airport at 330pm. (Tokyo time)

took a train to Shinjuku.It was an hour's train ride to Shinjuku...and we were walking round and round the whole area to find Siena Hotel which we stayed for 6 nights. The room was great! With alot of Shiseido & Kanebo toiletries. The toilet bowl got seat warmer and there are buttons on it you can press to wash your butt using spray mode or trickle mode. can even adjust the temperature of the water.

welcome to shinjuku

not a very nice view from the hotel room...

pretty flowers outside shinjuku station

It was very dark when we went around the hotel although it was only 7plus pm. Had a dinner of Charshu Ramen for 500yen while standing up and eat. Most of the shops close at 8-9pm. but not the arcades & UFO catchers!

Caught the Rillakumar bear for 1000yen (aft numerous times) which was around 14 sing. the cute thing about this bear is that it can walk when its left hand is pressed. Caught the rabbit for 500yen. The rabbit is called Love-Chan, created by Ai Otsuka, a japanese singer. Caught some aikipara (those on top of the bear) for 100 yen. 3 of them. Of course, these stuff toys are not caught all in one day. But i do admit i spent alot of my money on the UFO catchers. So addictive!

hello kitty shop

the gift shop

28 March Friday

Had Gyu-Don at Yoshinoya for breakfast. They only sell beef and pork there. Plus salmon shio. nice..had alot of meals at yoshinoya as it is cheap. around 330yen (4plus sing) Add raw egg with the gyu don even nicer...unlike the raw eggs in singapore, their eggs do not have a certain smell, which makes me able to eat it without puking..:)
Went to Tokyo dome so that Sam can collect his X Japan concert ticket. Spend a few hours there as he wants to buy their merchandise as well..

at tokyo dome

look at the themepark! which I have no interest for..and did not go n play

tamagotchi fans anyone?

after that went to Ginza...which we have to change trains at ochanomizu...

apparently there was nothing much at Ginza,went to Burberry Blue Label Store to get a wallet for mum..about 200plus..which is cheap for burberry i guess..but better deal is blue label series can only be found in Japan..tried on a burberry skirt..300plus..got this floaty feeling..very nice..regret not buying..as i kept thinking about it even until now..after that went back so went back to Shinjuku..went to Tokyu Hands..where I saw Lesportsac bags...real ones..for 100plus sing...is it cheap? I never buy. Bought some handphone stickers for myself and some souvenirs...

one thing i like about shopping in Japan is that the service staff are very nice..instead of passing u the stuff over the counter..they walked round the counter after every transaction to give you the stuff..
those wearing makeup can also try on clothes as there is this makeup protector paper..you cover your face with so the makeup will not dirty the clothes

one thing very troublesome about trying on clothes in japan is..you have to remove your footwear before entering the fitting room.

29 March 2008 Saturday

Went to OIYOUNG (Pronounced Marui Young) about 10 mins from the hotel. Never expect to find whatever I have seen online in one shopping mall!!! It is the best place ever ..so convenient to find all those big punk, gothic, lolita brands all in one place.
Bought a suspender skirt from Algonquins...very nice...

the bottom layer can be detached...so are the suspenders..don't ask me about the price..

wanted to buy a corset too...very nice..purple with black lace..abit gothic la..but i think one big exp buy is enough..

after dropping the shopping back at the hotel...

harajuku station

Takeshita Dori...where shopping is much cheaper than other places..its like Bugis Village..but better!
It's very crowded there as it is a weekend..Bought a black dress with kitty prints...and jacket with kitty prints too and a pink n black belt!..from the same shop..haha..its called ACDC shop or something like that.got alot of chain stores around there.. i like alot of clothes there...too bad for the lack of funds..

Sakura everywhere in Tokyo...

having wafer ice cream...

had a very late lunch at wendy's..along Omotesando which is like Orchard Road difference is that the big brands are housed in individual buildings...like ralph lauren..

As there is a convenience store near our hotel..we would always buy snacks to eat back in our hotel..apparently..the dinner of the usual soba or udon is only filling for awhile due to the coldness i guess...

30 March 2008 Sunday..
Big day for Sam as it was the last night of the X Japan concert he was attending..which also means I was alone for 5-6 hours..

akihabara....where the IT stuff is...

the whole street is closed for pple to crossed..whenever they feel like it..:)

girls in maid costume...

UFO catchers! so much nicer than Singapore ones...esp the stuff toys..its different..and not pirated!!!

cute packaging for an ocha drink...

back to tokyo dome...weekend crowd everywhere...had to eat dinner at a convenience store..to be exact..sitting outside a convenience store...which i have no problems with in Japan..but somehow not in Singapore..

sakura!

fans of x japan waiting in the rain...to attend the concert..after 10 years..

Pardon the reflection...taken at La Qua shopping mall..notice the theme park, hotel and stadium all in one picture?

Shopped at La Qua for awhile..went to the arcade and see the UFO catchers of course..shopped at a nearby shopping mall as well..finally started buying stuff at Uniqlo...similar to Giordano..bought a shirt for office work next time..and some clothes for my family..have to use my debit card..when all the shops closed at 9..luckily i collected enough brochures and free magazines to browse while waiting..was raining and so cold..thank goodness for warm can drinks from the vending machines..

I love to stay in Shinjuku..cos their shops open till later..plus I can only find UFO catchers in Shinjuku & Akihabara..and of course..more food shops...and more shopping of unique stuff...there is this shop..which i forgot the name..let me call is ABC store..I swear it sells almost anything and everything u can think of. From branded stuff..(real ones) to stuff you might buy at pasar malam..like normal shirts..socks..and they sell pyjamas..costumes like doraemon or maid..its so cool..oh ya..they also sell kitchen appliances..luggages..food..toiletries...i can only say Wow!

31 March 2008 Monday
Woke up abit later than the usual 8am..due to a happening night yesterday for you know who..ate at yoshinoya i think..i forgot..but I think I can eat Yoshinoya 3 meals a day..its nice..
went to asakusa...where alot of tourists will be..
the view there is very nice...went to get a fortune..is that wat it is called? for 100 yen...say I got bad luck basically..sigh..which is true ba..
had some taiyaki...and sakura flavoured dango (rice balls) very nice..but i think the sakura too sweet ba..

after that went to Asahi building..notice the building which looks like a foaming beer mug?

had some drinks and snacks there..at the 20th floor i think..nice view..can see mount fuji..

finally..after bugging sam about tokyo tower all the while during the trip...

a trip to tokyo tower is very impt to me..although I did not go up..i think it is still a good place to visit due to numerous appearances in cardcaptor sakura..and some dramas..

1 April 2008 Tuesday
Happy April Fool's day!
Finally managed to wake up early to go to Tsukiji fish market..which is around 4am..but by the time we reached there...i think the busiest period was already over..we reached at 6am.
saw big tuna fishes being cart around ....
saw a wierd fish which we asked a chef...its called yagara..

too bad the..eh..beak of the yagara is broken..

most exp meal for us ever for this trip..

all maguro set...otoro..maguro..cool..without the wasabi better though..around 50-60plus sing..

wanted to eat Una don..(unagi with rice..sea eel) however was too full ...too bad..never get to eat unagi this trip...dun under estimate the sushi set..i surprised too..

after that went to...

Pokemon center...it only opens at 11am (we were there at 8plus am)..as I was very sleepy..I napped for an hour at
the sitting area at the basement of the building..thanks for waiting patiently for me while I sleep..
after that went to a nearby park as it was still early..have to pay an admission fee of 2 bucks sing...not that we mind..it was beautiful..

back to pokemon center...

after that went to Shibuya...as I heard lots of nice things about it..being fashionable and stuff...but then i see the prices i wanna faint also...the clothes are nice...but..as i said..one exp buy is enough..

then went to Daikanyama...where i got my early birthday present..

a cutsew from Baby the Stars Shine bright...with rabbit ears!
had to be careful with the paperbag cos its precious..
went back to Harajuku to get more stuff..

decided to go and get the T shirt with JiJi on it...JiJI is a black cat from the movie - kiki's delivery service by Studio Ghibli...

2 April 2008 Wednesday...

decided to extend our checkout time for another 30plus sing...able to check out at 6pm..but we checked out at 3plus as our flight is at 7pm...
went to akihabara again to buy stuff we missed out...
bought lunch at a bento store to bring back to the hotel to eat..was actually able to get back earlier to pack..however was searching for a place that sells una don..sob sob..it was not open yet..when we finally finish eating and packing and checking out..we only got 10 mins to catch the train..how nice..took a cab...we were just in time to see our train left before our very eyes..
had to pay additional money for the next train despite it being very empty...

look at our bags....

finally finish blogging this entry after i think 4-5 hours...
for more pictures...

tokyo photos

2008-05-05T15:47:00.001+08:00

family portraits

2008-04-27T00:17:00.007+08:00

Thurs went to Serangoon Broadway to take family photos as my sis is finally back..
sneaked some photos using my sis' iPhone...nice to use..hope i will have a chance to get one...

my mom and dad taking a photo by themselves..

me and my sister...im wearing heels..so at least don't look that short..

the three of us while my sis is getting her makeup done by the staff..i think their makeup techniques not bad..very natural..

finally the four of us...the colour of my sis' gown was not supposed to be this yellow..but then they do not have the exact colour my sis' had..which was gold n blue..nevermind..she can wear the Dean's one for all i care..haha...

anyway..really feel like bloggin my trip about tokyo..but then..when i have the time..

Full Moon wo Sagashite (Searching for a Full Moon)

2008-04-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

This anime is by far the best anime after cardcaptor Sakura!!
I watched it twice...so touching...
the songs are so nice also.

It is about this 12 year old girl who got throat cancer.
One day she met 2 Shinigamis, who told her she only got a year to live.
Therefore she was determined to go for the audition to become a singer.
However she was underaged, therefore the Shinigamis helped her to be 16 years old.
During that one year, she became Full-Moon, a popular singer.
the ending also very nice la...shall not be a spoiler..haha

im finaly blogging again due to sianess..hope i can find a job soon so i can support my travelling lifestyle.:)

Eternal Snow

2008-04-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation

Kimi wo suki ni natte Dorekurai tatsu no kaNA?
Kimochi Fukurande yuku bakari de
Kimi wa Kono omoi kidzuiteiru no kana?
Ichido mo kotoba ni wa Shitenai kedo

How long has it been since I fell in love with you?
My feelings only increase
Will you notice them
Even though I've never once put them into words?

Yuki no youni Tada shizukani
Furitsumori Tsudzukete yuku

Like the snow, they just
Quietly keep accumulating

Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
I love you Namida tomaranai
Konnan ja Kimi no koto
Shirazuni ireba Yokatta yo

Hold me tight- if this is how it feels
I didn't want to know
What it was like to be in love with someone
I love you- my tears won't stop
And so I wish
That I had never met you

Kimi wo itsumade omotteiru no kaNA?
Tameiki ga mado GARASU(Glass) Kumoraseta

How long will I be thinking of you?
My sighs fogged up the window glass

Yureru kokoro Tomosu KYANDORU(Candle) de
Ima Tokashite Yukenai kaNA?

Can a candle flame
Still melt my trembling heart?

Hold me tight Oreru hodo tsuyoku
Kogarashi Fubuki ni deatte mo
Samukunai youni to
I miss you Kimi wo omou tabi
Amikake no Kono MAFURAA(Muffler)
Konya mo hitori Dakishimeru yo

Hold me tight, tight enough to break me
So that even in an icy wind or a blizzard
I won't feel cold
I miss you- every time I think of you
Tonight, too, I hold
This half-finished muffler, all alone

Eien ni furu yukiga aru nara
Kimi he to tsudzuku kono omoi Kakuseru no kaNA?

If there was an eternally falling snow
Could it hide my feelings for you?

Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
I love you Mune ni komiageru
Fuyuzora ni sakebitai
Ima sugu kimi ni Aitai yo

Hold me tight- if this is how it feels
I didn't want to know
What it was like to be in love with someone
I love you- the feeling wells up in my chest
I want to shout to the wintery sky
"I want to see you right now"

Transliterated by Lina Sana
http://www.last.fm/user/linamayu/

Translated by bluepenguin
http://www.freewebs.com/penguinsjlyrics

feeling sheepish

2008-04-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

sorry for not blogging!!!
wanted to give up...but decided to blog..:)
hope u all like the new skin..and song..
its meaningful..next time paste lyrics..:)

Sian...

2008-01-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

Of blogging..so sorry peeps..

Let me update myself ba..
Quit Creative in August 07...convert my casino course to full time..just finish only...
went Seoul, Korea in December..
looking for a job now..
eh...went clubbing with wen keung and his colleagues recently..
asked my friend along and she called him a bastard..
next time when u ask me what happen then i tell u ba..
will never go clubbing with him again..
what a superficial jerk..sigh..
alot of things has been happening...
i really feel very frustrated..
all i wanna do is just be happy..
today i went shopping in JB...that was fun..except that fun comes in a price tag of 200bucks SGD...
haha..im turning into a shopping freak..
feeling so inferior that im the only one unemployed now...not counting the part time job im holding..sigh...

soooooooorry

2007-10-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

so sorry for the lack of posts...
gettin bored with blogs actually..
in malacca now..at my grandma's house..
so decided to update my blog...

Had my graduation ceremony in end august..
after that...quit my job in Creative...last day was on 13 Sept..
bought homemade cupcakes for my colleagues...they all say its nice..
slack for quite a while..
had sushi tei dinner with ling and jason on that friday...
watched I now pronounced Larry & Chuck..
quite funny..

oh ya...i got 2 hamsters in addition to my TOM...
called Peanut & Butter...
cos one look like Peanut..so the other have to just go along with it..

Studying fulltime for my casino course now..n working at sushi tei again..
have been working quite often these few weeks..
im glad i went back to work..miss those pple..

oh ya..last tues just went to Genting to R & R...friday work at sst...then now again come to Malaysia..
any new photos..i will just put in my friendster...more convenient dun u think so?

oh ya..recently went MOS with ling..i think we are getting old...left at 2 plus..i think the main reason was it was getting very packed until very hard to dance..

oh..i went clubbin at genting too..so cool..haha..
free entry for ladies..disco theme..music not bad...but crowd is like a scene in Bollywood...
accomanied by trees and etc as the club is called SAFARI..
haha..

2007-09-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

2007-08-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

I still cannot stack 100 chips into 20 chips in 40secs!! damn!1
going to buy the training kit tomorrow.

Realised my saturday classes ends at 9pm..oops..
I suddenly realise..i no time le..
thinking about quitting sst liao..
see how much my company going to adjust my pay..
so pissed with the company sometimes..

im going to practise n practise...and be an excellent croupier!
got super staff sale now..256mb players going for 9 bucks...512mb for 19 bucks.
let me know if you are interested. sales end on 31st august.

2007-08-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday attended my first casino lesson, didn't manage to attend the first one..cos of my leg.
Had my first practical lesson of trying to stack 100chips into 20chips in 40 secs max.
It's quite tough..cos my hand can only hold 19 chips..haha.

work has been getting more n more busy..
but im glad now it's more or less settle down already..
anyway..im bloggin to say im a super busy person liao..
my classes are on monday, thurs n sats..
for sundays need to book one week in advance just in case i give schedule to sst..:)
for weekdays..that leaves only tues, weds and fridays..not too bad right?
im considering giving tuition..

2007-08-08T07:40:00.000+08:00

Had a major sprain in the ankle...4 days MC.
Thank God got national day.
I cannot walk at all..
first time feelin so helpless.
Parents went overseas..
heard from my mom that my dad also injure his leg.
Now my mom is walking around herself...
Cannot fetch them from airport..
Cant believe I will be so careless to miss a step down the train station.
At first still can walk...then after that suppose to see doctor but alot of people..
so went back up to watch my red dot program first.
at 8plus pm...realised i can no longer walk...
i called Sam and he took half day leave from work.
Doctor says have to go hospital for x ray..
lucky not fracture...lucky nv roll down the stairs..
the mrt staff who helped me were very nice..bring me to the clinic and also called me later to see how am I.
All the passerbys n mrt staff who helped me were Malay and Indians...
So what do u think of us Chinese? Im so disappointed..
But when I went to the clinic..
There were Chinese helping me to open the door...so not all were bad..

Just came back from KL during the weekend too...
nv manage to unpack my stuff yet...
bought 2 jeans..2 tops..2 brooches..and some toiletries..
very little only right?
But i spend till I have to redraw money and use my card once...sian..

Im feelin so guilty cos Sam took half day leave from work and paid for cab..4 times..twice got midnight charge alrd...then he have to carry me on his back..Thanks..

2007-07-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

I decided....not to post up my hk photos le...lazy..

and i post some of it on my friendster anyway..

next overseas trip minus malaysia will be korea..yippee

need to save up..but i keep want to go shopping!!!

spending alot..

i bought phone!! nice hor? i bought solely for its looks ba..
i dun really care..haha..cos been searching for a nice looking phone..

my room will be undergoing renovation soon..
who is kind enough to pei me paint my room after that? :(
got people to recommend for good paint jobs?
i was thinking of painting a mural too..like those design room shows..
very nice.. i already found wat i want to be painted on...50bucks to paint some patterns can??
hope my friends will organise mahjong sessions or supper outings soon..
i think everyone is just so busy with work...
sad..

alot of changes in my work...2 pple leaving from my dept...so 6 pple doing 8 pple job...quite tough to reshuffle here n there n learn new things...its good to learn new stuff..
not good when u learn it in a crash course way..

my mom just came back from hokkaido..

bought loads of stuff for me me!!

so happy...i love shopping..haha

ai shang xiao hong dian....

2007-07-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

The trip was not in vain!!!!
Went out and took 966 to Eunos..then took a cab to Geylang Serai Community Club...
wherever that place is..
so ulu lor..
but im glad its ulu...only 16 pple per team!!
Heng our team manage to get Adrian as our team leader...Ho ho ho!!
But it was really a close fight..
should not blog much about it first...pics are on friendster..:)

2007-07-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

I think its finally over..after a year...im talking about alot of things..
think mummy's reading quite accurate ba...
ending to somethings..will be beginning for other things..

i enrolled for a casino cert course...
i know it got no link to my job..but i dun really care..
anyway...
i just watched hua yang shao nian shao nu..
avoiding is worse than making mistakes....
So...i should make this mistake?

never mind if u dun understand..haaha..
really like nelly furtado's say it right..

Simply Red - Sunrise

2007-06-25T21:58:00.001+08:00

I love this song..please excuse the sleeziness of this video..

Simply Red
Sunrise
As I look into your eyes I see the sunrise
The light behind your face helps me realise

Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I’ll be yours and maybe you’ll be mine

I don’t know if it’s even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Is it in your mind at all
It should be me, it could be me
Forever

Wandering through life will love come home to you
And the love you want forever, will they be true to you

Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I’ll be yours and maybe you’ll be mine

I don’t know if it’s even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Love’s indescribable
It should be me, it could be me
Forever

Easy, ready, willing, over time
Where does it stop where do you dare me to draw the line
You’ve got the body now you want my soul
Don’t even think about it say no go
---> everything is making me recall....

2007-06-19T10:34:00.000+08:00

Don't think will upload my hk trip photos anytime soon..
due to lappy got problem..
but i uploaded some on my friendster..
yesterday took 2 hours to search for my recovery disc..
nv managed to find the disc..but browsed through alot of old photos..

was flipping through happy folks gang one...
photos at gallery hotel, the haunted house..
photos at sentosa...(that was really fun with all those crap poses) haha..
I miss you girls..

attachment photos..
alot consist of singing ktv..haha..

my primary 5 class photo..
looking at mickeymouse J's primary 5 picture..
and the late teacher - Mr Lee..

neoprints...so many..
realised mickeymouse J also in one of the neoprints..
nv change much..
alot of people say i also nv change much..felt abit sad..
cos i find tt last time i really unpretty..
now not even slight improvement? :p

then saw this blue photo album given by someone..
shall not mention names here..
1st 2 pages of the album..he cut out coloured papers and wrote on them..
saying happy 18th birthday to me..
that i can legally go chionging liao..
i grow up alrd..but will still be a baby in his eyes n my parents..
and that he will take good care of me and etc..and how he so nice to me..haha..
i was smiling while reading it..cos when u look back at the past..it was really sweet of him..
despite everything ended 3 mths later...
was looking at the neoprints n cards we took too..
realised the photos were well taken..:) i like it alot..
then got photos of us during orientation training..
i nv realised i was smiling so happily last time in those photos..
haha..how i miss poly life..:)

if im very very free...will go develop those digital photos..haha..
which is dunno when.

2007-06-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

I know its been AGES since I last blog..haha...im so lazy~~~
Came back from hk/macau trip a week ago..
was so fun!!! Found my great travelling companion..haha...

Left on tues night...reached macau around 12plus am..
took a short taxi ride to New century hotel..only 99 bucks a night!!
Had a late dinner of oyster n minced pork rice noodles..
its nice..and got lots of oysters!! but dun dare to finish them...too many.
Went to this 6 star casino at the Crown..
its like....'wow!!!

Checked out at 12 pm the next day and took a ferry to hk...
hotel not ready yet..so we hung around the hotel till 5plus pm..
so late..:( anyway...we went tsim tsa tsui to visit the Avenue of Stars..
got handprints of celebrities..and a statue of bruce lee...
at 8pm they got this laser display show featuring/introducing the buildings at the harbour..
laser is nothing special..but the lights at the building were flashing according to the music..
so its actually quite interesting..
Went back to our hotel at Mongkok and ate this mango pudding dessert with fruits thingy..very nice..shared a mango glutinous dumpling as well.forgot to take pics of it..haha..
Walked around ladies street till the shops are close around 11plus..and had supper..'
and went back to the room to play cards, watch tv..and plan for the next day - DISNEYLAND!!

Because my this friend was watching soccer the previous night...we reached disneyland late..around 3plus 4 pm...but before that we had dimsum!! very nice..esp the xiao long bao..
overall food over at HK is really very nice...and big portion..so often never finish the food.
Anyway...HK disneyland quite small..so its just nice when we finish walking everywhere n eat some snacks to watch the fireworks.
I have never seen any fireworks so nice before...
NDP compared to this is really nothing lor...
the fireworks goes in time with the music..
my stupid laptop got problem..so won't be uploading any videos or pics soon. :(
I never took any pictures with any disneyland characters as need to queue..im just so lazy...
Went to temple street after that cos disneyland close around 9pm..
bought bags for mom...really feeling very tired..as we need to keep changing trains just to get to disneyland..After walking around temple street, decided to go back to the hotel..

Friday took a tram ride up to THE PEAK and went to the wax museum..quite small..but we got LKY there!!! haha..awww..wish i can upload pics very soon..
anyway..it was very foggy up there..so cannot see any nice scenery from up there..
after leavin the PEAK...we went to climb the mid levels escalator..
the escalator like never ending..so halfway we gave up due to tiredness (despite just need to ride the escalator that's all) and hunger..took a cab to pacific place as we were lazy to climb the stairs all the way down to the bottom. The shopping mall looks like taka..so we decided to split, friend went Pacific place and harbourcity..I went to Causeway Bay.
Saw about a total of 3 Sushi Teis in HK..but nv eat there..too busy shopping..haha..
By the time I was done with shopping at Causeway Bay area/SOGO/Times Square, its about 5 hours later..
Went back to Mongkok to shop somemore at ladies street and received my friend's msg saying he back in hotel room already..haha..
Was very very tired when I finally arrived back in hotel to put down my stuff..
Had supper together and went to walk around as its our last day in HK.

After checking out of the hotel, went to find food and walked around. Finally decided to buy my wallet from TOUGH..
by the time I finished my shopping at the store..my friend was contemplating if he should buy stuff from the store. But i must admit the things sold there are very nice.In total, I bought 1 bag, 2 tops, 2 wallets from the store..and he bought 1 t shirt..1 jeans, 1 belt..and last minute a bag so that we can have the membership card for the store..(tough is gg to open at heeren this mth!)
by the time we finished shopping..its 2pm alrd!!!
quickly repack our shopping and went to catch a ferry to macau..
sea was very choppy as it was raining..poor friend felt seasick..
queue at macau customs very long..all the china people rushing like a stampede
when more booths opened..
finally reached the hotel at 6pluspm..rest awhile and had macdonald's for dinner..
walked around to find that its similar to hk..anyway..
went to visit some casinos..however..because the CROWN was simply too nice..the rest of the casinos look sleezy in comparison..however, we finally 'settled' down at Wynn..which is nice as well and stayed there till 4plus am..haha..
winning the cost of my airticket to macau n back..haha..:)
Slept at 6am after finishing supper n shower..this friend is really influencing me...

Checked out the next day and had lunch...their roasted stuff like duck, goose, chicken n pork is really very nice..poor friend got scalded when trying to help me refill my tea..so sorry..although u will not be readin this..haaha..
took a cab to airport..and its time to leave..sob sob..
and flight got delayed!! sian..
I wanna go hk n macau again!! but before that..maybe should go taipei first..:)

2007-05-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

Got 8 days for MC for the extraction of wisdom teeth..all 4 of them..
thank goodness for anesethesia...feeling real miserable right now..
whole face swollen!! cos allergic to painkillers..tt's causing my eyes to be swollen..
so sad..

anyway..please go to these links to view my last ktv outing before my extraction
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3918103207

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aahHbbMLXHE

2007-04-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update..being busy with 2 jobs and partying!
haha

link to my photos..

Billy Bombers with SIM friends
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3923259427

@ Toy Museum and dinner with Happy folks..and other random photos
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3923257303

1 more week to exam.
oh no..
i can't get anything in..

Meanwhile..enjoy ur labour day peeps!

2007-04-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

Met my SIM chums at Billy Bombers..too bad JJ and tiff cannot come..
But me, jing, twig, diana n serena had a great night out..
then diana went back to work..
realised I am really lucky to work at creative..
however the pay really not enough for me lar..
so i rather suffer and get a better paying job then later see how...
hopefully RBS will want me..
though i doubt so..
I dun wanna work 12am to 9am either!!!
I know i wanna chiong work..but not tis kind of hour!!
hopefully i can be at RBS..
and so will ling be there too!! yippee!!
from then..i will quit sst..and forget about him..
after 6 months...it should end le..

TOday went out with ex colleague..glad she's doing fine in her new job..
thanks for the treat today too..doubt u will read this..haha
we kept chatting until forget to take photo...piang oh...
sigh.
photos will be uploaded soon..now my laptop no space to even dl the camera software..haha

2007-04-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was actually quite tired as Sunday slept late..
but long time nv see ling le..
miss her..
sang ktv from 9.30pm till 1pm..
wow..today i think i nearly died in the afternoon..kept rubbing my eyes..and stretching myself..
so sleepy!!!
so i went to the ladies to catch a few winks!! haha
im that desperate for a sleep..
Considering a few options for work now..
hopefully i can join ling at her place..then at least despite the long hours..i still have company..:)
im also looking through the MOE website for non teaching positions..
if im going to go into teaching..it will only because i have a passion for teaching..and not the pay..
but right now..im not into teaching.
why cant my dad understand?
i also know teaching got alot of money..but teaching u cannot anyhow quit u know?
must be very dedicated..
please dun tell me wat to do anymore..
esp for my career..
photos during ktv will be in my friendster..
but not today..i wanna sleep.

thanks ling..for listening to me talk about him when u got so many troubles urself too.
everything will be fine..*hugs*
our period of 'pre-depression' will be over soon..
im feeling wat u r feeling..
about life, love, work..
focus on career first ba..money is important during this time of our life. :)

2007-04-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

Bought this..nice right?

Went to St James with Qad*...saw wen keung there...he intro his gf..as always..say the rest of the girls joinin them are his ex gfs..lame leh.

saw karen..poly school mate there as well..im surprised i saw a few familiar faces..

st james was great...music is great..sections were all great!!

too bad i only stayed for 2-3 hours..

had vodka orange..vodka lime..and a jug of vodka ribena!

Thanks Qad...for the past 6 mths..

I finally write about him here..

because i feel that i should..

2007-03-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the end of a phase....or is it just a beginning?
Met up with my SIM classmates..after that play mahjong..
reach home at 5am...then go work..
skipped my lunch break to get an hour nap.
felt better...
tmw will meet the happy folks gang..so happy..long time nv see them alrd..

i like these songs..
its ironic that the songs i like always relate to how im feeling...right now..

过敏
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歌手：杨丞琳专辑：遇上爱

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点没知觉

泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解
才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线
我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源是为你流的泪

我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸
季节一直变
但我的心没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸没知觉

最近
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歌手：李圣杰专辑：关于你的歌

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给
的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Everything is fated...think too much also no use..

2007-02-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

forgot to wish everyone ...

恭喜发财！

2007-02-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

CSI>....
Watched Epic movie just now..
stupid show..dun watch...lame..but i got laugh during some parts..

Reached home shocked to see police tape surrounding my block..
got ambulance...
i thought something happen to my family or something..
gang fights.
nothing to do teenagers..
sigh..
please go get a job or something.l
instead of hanging out at coffeeshops..
dun be stupid

2007-02-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming!!
glad i went to sst to work today..
got yusheng!!!
with sashimi other than salmon..haha
thanks to kitchen pple...
'lao' with the kitchen staff as service side very crowded..
felt a bit guilty..
they are very nice to me..
pass me all the otoro slices inside..
haha..

i wanna go holiday..
i need a holiday,,
it was only 2 months ago when i went travelling..
why do i feel mentally tired?

2007-02-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

Jeanie of the past few months is dead.

LIAR, CHEATER, BASTARD, 2-FACED

2007-02-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

4th week into Creative..
Still learning...so many things for me to learn..
each day is different..
got half of my salary..haha..
thank god still got sst pay...

the past few days I was feelin very depressed..
getting drunk was a good way to express my sadness..
rather drink than cry...
how can someone who make you feel so sad..
manage to lift up ur heart in a matter of seconds thru a phone call?
I really hate myself for being so pathetic..
Sad moments aside..

Yesterday went to Suntec to get a belated bdae pressie for ling..
sorry for being late gal..
wanted to know what flowers to get her..
so i ask ly to help..
by asking her to draft out a 心理测验 sms..
on flowers..
haha...it didnt work..cos she nv reply!!!!
Anyway..glad you like it..
when u mms me..
I love the bouquet myself too..
cos cannot imagine how it will be like.

ling: u might be gg holidays with ur parents in june?
im going hk n macau in june. after my exams.
if u wanna join me n my friend, u r most welcome.:)

2007-01-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

Into my 3rd week of work at creative now...
Still blur here and there..
this is the first time im so slow in picking up the ropes of work..

Feelings have been going up and down during this period..
So frustrated sometimes..
other times happy..
just like a yo-yo..
being pulled up and down..
I hate to be manipulated by this..
but it cant be helped..

oh ya...my dad started a blog..
dunno wat's the blog add though..
its wierd..haha

亲亲

那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼
什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪
风一吹就乾了
只能这样了是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

思念被时光悄悄的摇落
酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头
现在想起来会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
哦...
轻轻的亲亲紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

A brand new layout

2007-01-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

I know I nv update for eons!!!!
So sorry to those people who will always check my blog for updates
So lets see what had happened since my last update..

XMAS: Spent xmas eve attending my uncle's wedding in malaysia..

which u can see on ur left...

then took pics with my cousins..

oh..i actually drove in msia..those small roads..so cool..im so proud of myself

I SANG on stage during the wedding dinner..NOT ONCE

NEW YEAR's EVE: was working cos family went overseas..drove there..got lost while driving home..and stranded "thru the year" cos the car's batt gone flat..how lucky..after that went to meet my happy folks gang..too bad ks not there..thanks for the food, girls..

3rd Jan: Went to pick my family up at the airport...got loads of presents..thanks mom, dad and sis!

15th Jan: My first day at work at Creative...as a Customer Service Executive..so far so good..

19th Jan: Went to reperm my hair..need to destress..Happy Birthday Sis..! Dun think u will read this..haha

20th Jan: Then highlight n did treatment..hahz..cos no time to do it in a day..went to meet my mom at PS afterwards..shopped and eat..Happy Birthday to my ex-tution teacher!

Had a very filling dinner with parents in the evening at bukit timah..

21st Jan: Will try to update often during weekends..:)

If not..Happy Chinese New Year!

2006-12-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

went to genting with my primary school friend..
had fun catching up with each other..
finally fulfilled my dream of going there together..:)
10 years of friendship..
im glad..
cheers to friendship..

life is now a pretty low point for me..
might not be able to graduate..as i failed a subject..
was shocked as I never have to repeat a subject in my entire life before..
never even took sup paper before..
wanted to kill myself..
run away from everything..
feels that life is a complete mess..
all my plans are gone.

2006-11-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

Came back from Thailand on monday..
touchdown at bangkok's new airport..
and took a cab to hua hin..
was quite late when we reached there..
famished!!
had a wonderful dinner of seafood over there..
if u go hua hin..must keep eating the seafood there!
cos v fresh..
of course..not to mention their tom yum kung..
stayed at hua hin for 2 nights..
alot of angmohs there..
its was only until the 2nd night..
the asians start appearing..
went for a full body massage...2 hrs...damn shiok..and pain..hahaz
took bus back to BKK and started shopping!!
visited the sushi tei at MBK centre..
but never go in..
so many japanese restaurants over there..
it did not stand out at there at all..
so sorry to all of u...nv buy souvenirs..
cos its all my parents money..felt quite bad to use their money..

been working since tues night...everyday...cos got somebody to help me record project superstar..so dun mind helping..
but im so tired..sales are really great these few days..
cos pple getting pay soon..
sigh...but got motivation..and that's the money..
:p

2006-11-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

歌曲：手放开
歌手：李圣杰专辑：绝对痴心.手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

2006-11-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

waiting for time to pass...to go for another holiday!!!
just came back from KL with my SIM friends..
will miss them..
very fun..but they were more keen on shopping than eating..unlike me..
hahaz..
had some minor incidents..
but we are back..safe and sound!
must work hard this week...to earn money..to play again next week!
looking for jobs in the meantime too..

2006-11-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

Work today was a breeze..time pass by fast...crowds come and go..fast and early
think i ate alot today...ate lunch..still eat at pizza hut with ling..
then go home eat dinner somemore..aiyo
gg to be fat soon..1 more paper to go..and i wun be updating blog soon le

It's too late

2006-11-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Carole King - It's Too Late Lyrics(Fenslau/Zimmermann/Katzmann/J. Stern/C. King)
Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've stopped trying
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you
But it's too late, baby, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide

2006-11-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

Went to work today...
then waited for my mom at marsiling mrt after work..
then this community work person was asking me and the guy sitting beside me to donate to mercy relief..
having kena cheated before...I rather directly help a person instead of through another person..goodness knows when the money will reach those affected by tsunami...
I dun mind sharing with that guy and his friends to donate...share 10 bucks..
it costs 10 bucks to donate..hmm..but tt guy not keen to donate i think ...when my mom came...i just said i got to go..left the poor guy and tt social worker there..hahaz
today is Veronika's last day of attachment..she was in tears when i gave her a final hug..:) will miss her...always happy to help out..always so hardworking..may ur future be bright after graduation gal..:)

2006-10-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

One paper down...2 more to go..
then its holiday!!!
wanna start my holiday asap...
want to forget about everything and start afresh..
but can i?

任性

2006-10-29T20:07:00.001+08:00

任性
by 孙燕姿

喜欢听歌感人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的
睡不着我就醒着
喜欢唱歌动人的歌
它让我获得一点心得
得不到我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了
寂寞很吵我很安静
情绪很多我很镇静
因为投入所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒
固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避让感情犯错
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要从混乱解脱
不去碰触到我的需要
喜欢听歌动人的歌

Free?

2006-10-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

Single now..
might regret...might not..
dun ask me why in here...
thank you for the past 3 years of wonderful memories..
thank you for always forgiving me when I do things wrong..
thank you for understanding and knowing me so well..
no one else will treat me as well and love me so much as u do..
I know i might never find someone like you again..
its hard for me to come out of my comfort zone..
but i need to find myself again..
thank you for letting me go..

Death Note

2006-10-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

Watched Death Note yesterday...
2pm show still got alot of people watching..
heard from friends that the manga was nice..
but I did not want to 'chase' it...
Therefore, no comparison made between the movie and the manga..
the movie was nice..
acting was great..esp 'L'
kept eating sweet stuff...both are just kids
but they are very smart
Kira found a book such that when a name was written in the book,
the person will die..provided he can recall the face..
from then on, he had killed numerous criminals..
therefore, 'L' tries to hunt him down..
so do u think Kira is doing the wrong thing?

exams are coming..oh no..
but all i can about are the holidays after it..:)

New layout

2006-10-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

dunno why when I never even touch my template it got screwed up...

Recent updates:

Drove to IMM...safe and sound...parking ok..great..thankful..
hahz..driving feels like second nature to me already..
but still feel that it can be improved..

Happy Birthday to Ching Lai and Benny...erm..it was yesterday..
lots of colleagues went down to clarke quay to a place called geographer something..
was really fun catching up and bonding with the colleagues..
when i leave sst..i will surely miss them..SST will forever be part of my life...

Happy early birthday to LY!!! Whose birthday is on the 15th..but just in case i never update my blog..
Met up with Happy Folks Gang just now..
Was always nice to meet them..
9 years of friendship...and still counting..
Anyway...for the Life in Swiss Story..
Suze, Margaret, Reen, Crystal, Charlotte and 'I forgot what my name was' live happily ever after with their rich beaus with no worries and staying the best of friends for the rest of their too perfect lives...hahz...dream on...:)

Happy Day!!

2006-10-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

Gave a surprise party for Diana...
so fun until forgot to give her ,
her present..haahz had potluck...
cannot finish the food even though it is nice..
got kebabs...glutinous rice...wantan...curry chicken..
will miss these people who made a difference in my life..
without them...SIM life will be colourless

Happy Day...

2006-10-10T01:19:00.001+08:00

Happy Day...

2006-10-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

Recent Happenings..

2006-09-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

Attended Sushi Tei Dinner and Dance 2006 at Furama Hotel at Chinatown..
it was very fun...after every course we would take pics and stuff..
lots of games to play and we were very onz...
got chicky dance as well..
felt like poly life...
how i miss orientation ....

Went to Malaysia on a long weekend...
Genting for 2 nights..really had fun gambling..hahz
then went to Malacca to rest and relax...and do my project...
projects and projects..another one is due today..
hope it will be all over soon...

Had less and less schedule due to poly students having holidays..
shall use the time to study and watch vcds...
right now im watching princess hours..
its nice.story plot also nice..
but then sometimes got no link one...so wierd...

Attended youth service at fel's church last weekend...
quite nice to meet up with des, banner, arthur and fel..
fel's pastor was really nice..

met my sailing friends at parkway parade...
long time nv see them..they said they just finished their training..
mix feeings were inside me..regret? envy? relief? i really dunno...
shall enjoy the last quarter of my uni life with my friends now...

lastly...i wanna go play...again!

dusting the cobwebs away...

2006-09-07T00:52:00.001+08:00

okok...im back..
eh..the crepes hor..cos i made at night..so ask huisi want or not..since she stay near mah..paiseh..next time gathering make for u all ba..

anyway...boyfren's bdae coming..no time to buy present cos have to stay at home to watch over my grandma..
then im going malaysia!!
before that its SST dinner and dance..
so busy!!

i wanna watch devil wears prada!!!
i want ling to work at sst...:p
i want to have a nice job after my hols!

boyfren gg KL tmw...
have fun!

anyway...im glad that:
Fel is still as cheerful...
Fang is forever having her honeymoon period..
Happy folks gang will live on forever too!
Im contented my life is the way it is...for now..

Think im starting to write random stuff..
anyway..saw a lot of pretty gals..very pretty..
felt inferior..
eh..
then suddenly tot of Samsoon..
is it really possible?
how come i always feel tt its always girls dun mind looks?

dusting the cobwebs aways...

2006-09-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

2006-08-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

waiting for my projectmates to come to my house now....
work was sucky yesterday..
joyce was in a terrible mood..
thanks to benny and a few fussy customers..
was practically stuck at cashier there from 6 all the way to 10..
sian!!!!!!
heng got big von..saukeng and joyce..
then this colleague everytime flirt one..
i dunno with other girls have or not..
got gf already also dunno serious or not..
hopefully he is..or he is a bastard..
there's this new guy working at sushi belt..
keep eating sushi...and never churn out customer orders..
elaine damn pekcek...then change to work in the kitchen instead..
wat's wrong with youth nowadays?

I wanna go holiday....payday is coming..so yippee...
still deciding if i should spend 25 bucks to do my hair and makeup or not...
ling...i wanna see your convocation ball photos!!

Shopping!

2006-08-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

Bought 2 dresses for 62 bucks today..
nice!! Broke now though..sob sob..
boyfren ord le..
happy for him...
eh..wat else i wanna say...
life now just revolves around work and school..
everyone has been asking when am i graduating..
im not looking forward to finding a full-time job at all..
will be tough...

Managing Change..

2006-08-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

being busy with projects and dramas lately...
undergoing some major changes too...
trying to cope with it now..
just did lasik on my left eye...
right eye tomorrow..
scared..
hope its will be over soon..
permed by hair too..
realised that curls are so much more livelier than straight hair..
boyfren went to china..that day told me next day go off already..
buy more things for me!!!

Secret Garden...

2006-07-22T00:34:00.000+08:00

After work and conducting a project interview...
went to Chomp2 and eat dinner with my SIM friends...

Through the interview, now then i know that Victor..
worked at eng wah before...
he did not know there are 2 types of popcorn - sweet and salty
so funny...
was quite funny to talk to him..

finally saw joyce..another supervisor..
jeff is going to taka..will miss ya pal..
but we will see each other on dinner and dance..hah.
can hang out sometime too..
hopefully tt benny supervisor is a nice guy too..

back to chomp2...
we ate..satay..oyster egg..carrot cake..taupok..pizza..stingray..nice..
after tt ..walked around a few pubs and finally decided to go secret garden to sing..
but have to buy beer lar..
1 jug 5 glasses..hahz..we were broke already..wat to do?

-?????-

went to daiso just now..saw a very nice set of 5 stones...bought it..hahz..
bought alot of junk..
im sleepy..goodnight

new layout

2006-07-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

the colour of the blog is nice right???
i know the tagboard colour does not complement the blogskin..
lazy to change..
hmmm...devil beside you...
i think prince turn to frog nicer leh..the show lar..hahz..:)
oh well..
been busy with school work..quite productive actually...
hopefully i can keep this up..

Kota Rainforest Resort..

2006-07-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

Went to Malaysia last monday..met my friends at woodlands mrt..
didnt know prepaid sim card have to register now..
so mafan..
make me call here and there cos my card got prob registering..
finally reached kota tinggi town at like 3 plus..pm..
went to eat and buy snacks...
took 2 cab to go there as there were 6 of us..
think most of our money went to transportation..quite ex..think next time i shall just stay at kota tinggi town..
reached the resort around 4 plus..me n another friend shared a room..but then when we opened the door..there's a huge lizard inside to welcome us...so we changed room with the only guy traveling with us...poor thing. hahaz...
my three other girlfriends were sharing the other room...also got lizard...they were screaming about and while they were waitin for the staff to catch the lizard...me and my roomie went to the pool first..:)
Dinner was steamboat.....alot of guests(houseflies) came to share the food with us...
anyway..i think my previous stay meals were nicer...
although its the same type...
oh...the nice couple who owned the place were not there anymore..
now the guy running the place might be the son...
got piced up by the cabs at 8 to go pasar malam..
everyone kept buying things..
so i decided to get myself more socks...which is only 3 for 5 RM...
Went back to the resort at 10pm...

Tuesday...
Wanted to go to the waterfall..but realised its 9.50RM to enter the place now!!! instead of 2.50RM...decided to go cycling and then into the pool...while the gals tried to tan themselves..i went back to catch a nap..after that we rented a mahjong set to play till its dinner time..
After dinner..went for the firefly cruise..
this time..the cruise was so much better as the driver actually drove near to where the fireflies are..he also sometimes bumped the boat against the branches to make them fly..
I managed to catch a firefly!!!! The driver also spotted owls and pointed them out to us..he was very nice...
After the cruise..went back to continue our mahjong then went back to sleep..

Wednesday...
took some pictures and all 6 of us squeezed into a cab to go town...
shopped at kota tinggi plaza for 3 hours...have no idea we can shop so long!!
bought 2 pairs of slippers for 12RM each...:) i wanna go back there again!!

Friend...

2006-06-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

My friend went out with her ex bf yesterday...
They saw a puppy stuff toy...which the ex bf bought for her before...
however he did not remember the past anymore..
are girls more sentimental than guys?
Although my friend had no feelings for him anymore..
she cant help feeling disappointed that he did not remember the past they had anymore..
She wondered if he had ever cherish her...ever recall or even try to recall the memories they had once...
Afterall...it took her quite awhile to forget him even though the memories with him were few...

Work..

2006-06-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

nothing but work and work these few days..
its getting more and more tiring...
Had a gathering yesterday with my sailing friends..
Cant believe I knew them since I was in Primary School...
Really miss sailing competively...
Hopefully I will join some regattas for the fun of it..
Although I might have lost my touch...

Felt like a backstabber during work sometimes..
but really cannot stand some people's work performance...
their performances actually affects us...
somemore they get the money but we part timers slog like hell ...
wat's the point???

Miss fel and fang...
as for min..ever since she chatted with me to promote her event..
i nv heard from her since..
sigh...
dunno lar...
anyway..when can we go to miss clarity cafe again???

Busy..

2006-06-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

Its being a busy and lazy period to blog..
But the good news is I got my driving license!!!
Eh...but dun expect me to bring u for a ride anytime soon without my parents around..
cos I still dun trust my driving skills...haha
now waiting nervously for my exam results!!

Missing...

2006-05-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

Missing my secondary school classmate of 4 years...
Missing my Sst colleague of nearly a year...
Missing my confidante of 10 years...
Work will never be the same without you around...
I know you will have to leave sst one day..
but has it already being a year?
Time really flies...

P.S: Enjoy yourself!!!

Work

2006-05-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

Quite a few customers gave tips today...so happy..
but im so tired...thanks goodness dinnertime went quite smoothly despite the lift being out of order...
Think I kept telling customers to go RC to eat...cos got discount..hahaz..
I wanna go there eat seafood roll!!!
Yesterday went to eat..talk until didnt even realise seafood roll not served at all..

tmw working at 10..quite sian of opening liao..
pray tmw lunch will be fine..i think it will be..got more people work mah..
pray i runner..
I love to be runner..!

Shall blog and move on...and remain happy

2006-05-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

Found out about something from a friend. Apparently..that bastard (he is one to me after this issue)..spilled something about wat happened between me and him to people we know...
if he tell his current gf..i dun mind..but he just wants to tell people who will spread the news right..
dunno purposely or wat...so if this bastard is reading this..
I wanna tell u...im pitying your gf now...
You lost my trust..
Bastard is too mild a word for you.
I dun wanna see you again..
So you better stay out of my sight

New Blog!

2006-05-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my new blog! Decided to come up with a new blog... Cos i love the template so much!! I dunno why this show is influencing so much.. I keep watching and watching the show...repeatedly.. maybe its convenient to watch on my laptop..haha Anyway..forget about my previous blog...its a part of my memories now.. hmm..if im free i will transfer my posts over to this blog... tomorow got work..sigh..anyway..the tagboard..i just cant get it right..can someone just make one for me and give me the code??? I will appreciate it very much!