forgot to wish everyone ...

恭喜发财！

CSI>....
Watched Epic movie just now..
stupid show..dun watch...lame..but i got laugh during some parts..

Reached home shocked to see police tape surrounding my block..
got ambulance...
i thought something happen to my family or something..
gang fights.
nothing to do teenagers..
sigh..
please go get a job or something.l
instead of hanging out at coffeeshops..
dun be stupid

CNY is coming!!
glad i went to sst to work today..
got yusheng!!!
with sashimi other than salmon..haha
thanks to kitchen pple...
'lao' with the kitchen staff as service side very crowded..
felt a bit guilty..
they are very nice to me..
pass me all the otoro slices inside..
haha..

i wanna go holiday..
i need a holiday,,
it was only 2 months ago when i went travelling..
why do i feel mentally tired?

Jeanie of the past few months is dead.

LIAR, CHEATER, BASTARD, 2-FACED

4th week into Creative..
Still learning...so many things for me to learn..
each day is different..
got half of my salary..haha..
thank god still got sst pay...

the past few days I was feelin very depressed..
getting drunk was a good way to express my sadness..
rather drink than cry...
how can someone who make you feel so sad..
manage to lift up ur heart in a matter of seconds thru a phone call?
I really hate myself for being so pathetic..
Sad moments aside..

Yesterday went to Suntec to get a belated bdae pressie for ling..
sorry for being late gal..
wanted to know what flowers to get her..
so i ask ly to help..
by asking her to draft out a 心理测验 sms..
on flowers..
haha...it didnt work..cos she nv reply!!!!
Anyway..glad you like it..
when u mms me..
I love the bouquet myself too..
cos cannot imagine how it will be like.

ling: u might be gg holidays with ur parents in june?
im going hk n macau in june. after my exams.
if u wanna join me n my friend, u r most welcome.:)

Into my 3rd week of work at creative now...
Still blur here and there..
this is the first time im so slow in picking up the ropes of work..

Feelings have been going up and down during this period..
So frustrated sometimes..
other times happy..
just like a yo-yo..
being pulled up and down..
I hate to be manipulated by this..
but it cant be helped..

oh ya...my dad started a blog..
dunno wat's the blog add though..
its wierd..haha

亲亲

那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼
什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪
风一吹就乾了
只能这样了是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

思念被时光悄悄的摇落
酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头
现在想起来会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
哦...
轻轻的亲亲紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

A brand new layout

I know I nv update for eons!!!!
So sorry to those people who will always check my blog for updates
So lets see what had happened since my last update..

XMAS: Spent xmas eve attending my uncle's wedding in malaysia..

which u can see on ur left...

then took pics with my cousins..

oh..i actually drove in msia..those small roads..so cool..im so proud of myself

I SANG on stage during the wedding dinner..NOT ONCE

NEW YEAR's EVE: was working cos family went overseas..drove there..got lost while driving home..and stranded "thru the year" cos the car's batt gone flat..how lucky..after that went to meet my happy folks gang..too bad ks not there..thanks for the food, girls..

3rd Jan: Went to pick my family up at the airport...got loads of presents..thanks mom, dad and sis!

15th Jan: My first day at work at Creative...as a Customer Service Executive..so far so good..

19th Jan: Went to reperm my hair..need to destress..Happy Birthday Sis..! Dun think u will read this..haha

20th Jan: Then highlight n did treatment..hahz..cos no time to do it in a day..went to meet my mom at PS afterwards..shopped and eat..Happy Birthday to my ex-tution teacher!

Had a very filling dinner with parents in the evening at bukit timah..

21st Jan: Will try to update often during weekends..:)

If not..Happy Chinese New Year!

went to genting with my primary school friend..
had fun catching up with each other..
finally fulfilled my dream of going there together..:)
10 years of friendship..
im glad..
cheers to friendship..

life is now a pretty low point for me..
might not be able to graduate..as i failed a subject..
was shocked as I never have to repeat a subject in my entire life before..
never even took sup paper before..
wanted to kill myself..
run away from everything..
feels that life is a complete mess..
all my plans are gone.

Came back from Thailand on monday..
touchdown at bangkok's new airport..
and took a cab to hua hin..
was quite late when we reached there..
famished!!
had a wonderful dinner of seafood over there..
if u go hua hin..must keep eating the seafood there!
cos v fresh..
of course..not to mention their tom yum kung..
stayed at hua hin for 2 nights..
alot of angmohs there..
its was only until the 2nd night..
the asians start appearing..
went for a full body massage...2 hrs...damn shiok..and pain..hahaz
took bus back to BKK and started shopping!!
visited the sushi tei at MBK centre..
but never go in..
so many japanese restaurants over there..
it did not stand out at there at all..
so sorry to all of u...nv buy souvenirs..
cos its all my parents money..felt quite bad to use their money..

been working since tues night...everyday...cos got somebody to help me record project superstar..so dun mind helping..
but im so tired..sales are really great these few days..
cos pple getting pay soon..
sigh...but got motivation..and that's the money..
:p

歌曲：手放开
歌手：李圣杰 专辑：绝对痴心.手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

waiting for time to pass...to go for another holiday!!!
just came back from KL with my SIM friends..
will miss them..
very fun..but they were more keen on shopping than eating..unlike me..
hahaz..
had some minor incidents..
but we are back..safe and sound!
must work hard this week...to earn money..to play again next week!
looking for jobs in the meantime too..

Work today was a breeze..time pass by fast...crowds come and go..fast and early
think i ate alot today...ate lunch..still eat at pizza hut with ling..
then go home eat dinner somemore..aiyo
gg to be fat soon..1 more paper to go..and i wun be updating blog soon le

It's too late

Carole King - It's Too Late Lyrics(Fenslau/Zimmermann/Katzmann/J. Stern/C. King)
Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've stopped trying
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you
But it's too late, baby, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide

Went to work today...
then waited for my mom at marsiling mrt after work..
then this community work person was asking me and the guy sitting beside me to donate to mercy relief..
having kena cheated before...I rather directly help a person instead of through another person..goodness knows when the money will reach those affected by tsunami...
I dun mind sharing with that guy and his friends to donate...share 10 bucks..
it costs 10 bucks to donate..hmm..but tt guy not keen to donate i think ...when my mom came...i just said i got to go..left the poor guy and tt social worker there..hahaz
today is Veronika's last day of attachment..she was in tears when i gave her a final hug..:) will miss her...always happy to help out..always so hardworking..may ur future be bright after graduation gal..:)

One paper down...2 more to go..
then its holiday!!!
wanna start my holiday asap...
want to forget about everything and start afresh..
but can i?

任性

任性
by 孙燕姿

喜欢听歌感人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的
睡不着我就醒着
喜欢唱歌动人的歌
它让我获得一点心得
得不到我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了
寂寞很吵我很安静
情绪很多我很镇静
因为投入所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒
固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避让感情犯错
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要从混乱解脱
不去碰触到我的需要
喜欢听歌动人的歌

Free?

Single now..
might regret...might not..
dun ask me why in here...
thank you for the past 3 years of wonderful memories..
thank you for always forgiving me when I do things wrong..
thank you for understanding and knowing me so well..
no one else will treat me as well and love me so much as u do..
I know i might never find someone like you again..
its hard for me to come out of my comfort zone..
but i need to find myself again..
thank you for letting me go..

Death Note

Watched Death Note yesterday...
2pm show still got alot of people watching..
heard from friends that the manga was nice..
but I did not want to 'chase' it...
Therefore, no comparison made between the movie and the manga..
the movie was nice..
acting was great..esp 'L'
kept eating sweet stuff...both are just kids
but they are very smart
Kira found a book such that when a name was written in the book,
the person will die..provided he can recall the face..
from then on, he had killed numerous criminals..
therefore, 'L' tries to hunt him down..
so do u think Kira is doing the wrong thing?

exams are coming..oh no..
but all i can about are the holidays after it..:)

New layout

dunno why when I never even touch my template it got screwed up...

Recent updates:

Drove to IMM...safe and sound...parking ok..great..thankful..
hahz..driving feels like second nature to me already..
but still feel that it can be improved..

Happy Birthday to Ching Lai and Benny...erm..it was yesterday..
lots of colleagues went down to clarke quay to a place called geographer something..
was really fun catching up and bonding with the colleagues..
when i leave sst..i will surely miss them..SST will forever be part of my life...

Happy early birthday to LY!!! Whose birthday is on the 15th..but just in case i never update my blog..
Met up with Happy Folks Gang just now..
Was always nice to meet them..
9 years of friendship...and still counting..
Anyway...for the Life in Swiss Story..
Suze, Margaret, Reen, Crystal, Charlotte and 'I forgot what my name was' live happily ever after with their rich beaus with no worries and staying the best of friends for the rest of their too perfect lives...hahz...dream on...:)

Happy Day!!

Gave a surprise party for Diana...
so fun until forgot to give her ,
her present..haahz had potluck...
cannot finish the food even though it is nice..
got kebabs...glutinous rice...wantan...curry chicken..
will miss these people who made a difference in my life..
without them...SIM life will be colourless