Sorry for the lack of update..being busy with 2 jobs and partying!
haha

link to my photos..

Billy Bombers with SIM friends
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3923259427

@ Toy Museum and dinner with Happy folks..and other random photos
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3923257303

1 more week to exam.
oh no..
i can't get anything in..

Meanwhile..enjoy ur labour day peeps!

Met my SIM chums at Billy Bombers..too bad JJ and tiff cannot come..
But me, jing, twig, diana n serena had a great night out..
then diana went back to work..
realised I am really lucky to work at creative..
however the pay really not enough for me lar..
so i rather suffer and get a better paying job then later see how...
hopefully RBS will want me..
though i doubt so..
I dun wanna work 12am to 9am either!!!
I know i wanna chiong work..but not tis kind of hour!!
hopefully i can be at RBS..
and so will ling be there too!! yippee!!
from then..i will quit sst..and forget about him..
after 6 months...it should end le..

TOday went out with ex colleague..glad she's doing fine in her new job..
thanks for the treat today too..doubt u will read this..haha
we kept chatting until forget to take photo...piang oh...
sigh.
photos will be uploaded soon..now my laptop no space to even dl the camera software..haha

Yesterday was actually quite tired as Sunday slept late..
but long time nv see ling le..
miss her..
sang ktv from 9.30pm till 1pm..
wow..today i think i nearly died in the afternoon..kept rubbing my eyes..and stretching myself..
so sleepy!!!
so i went to the ladies to catch a few winks!! haha
im that desperate for a sleep..
Considering a few options for work now..
hopefully i can join ling at her place..then at least despite the long hours..i still have company..:)
im also looking through the MOE website for non teaching positions..
if im going to go into teaching..it will only because i have a passion for teaching..and not the pay..
but right now..im not into teaching.
why cant my dad understand?
i also know teaching got alot of money..but teaching u cannot anyhow quit u know?
must be very dedicated..
please dun tell me wat to do anymore..
esp for my career..
photos during ktv will be in my friendster..
but not today..i wanna sleep.

thanks ling..for listening to me talk about him when u got so many troubles urself too.
everything will be fine..*hugs*
our period of 'pre-depression' will be over soon..
im feeling wat u r feeling..
about life, love, work..
focus on career first ba..money is important during this time of our life. :)

Bought this..nice right?

Went to St James with Qad*...saw wen keung there...he intro his gf..as always..say the rest of the girls joinin them are his ex gfs..lame leh.

saw karen..poly school mate there as well..im surprised i saw a few familiar faces..

st james was great...music is great..sections were all great!!

too bad i only stayed for 2-3 hours..

had vodka orange..vodka lime..and a jug of vodka ribena!

Thanks Qad...for the past 6 mths..

I finally write about him here..

because i feel that i should..

Tomorrow is the end of a phase....or is it just a beginning?
Met up with my SIM classmates..after that play mahjong..
reach home at 5am...then go work..
skipped my lunch break to get an hour nap.
felt better...
tmw will meet the happy folks gang..so happy..long time nv see them alrd..

i like these songs..
its ironic that the songs i like always relate to how im feeling...right now..


过敏
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歌手：杨丞琳 专辑：遇上爱

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点没知觉

泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解
才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线
我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源是为你流的泪

我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸
季节一直变
但我的心没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸没知觉




最近
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歌手：李圣杰 专辑：关于你的歌

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给
的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Everything is fated...think too much also no use..

forgot to wish everyone ...

恭喜发财！

CSI>....
Watched Epic movie just now..
stupid show..dun watch...lame..but i got laugh during some parts..

Reached home shocked to see police tape surrounding my block..
got ambulance...
i thought something happen to my family or something..
gang fights.
nothing to do teenagers..
sigh..
please go get a job or something.l
instead of hanging out at coffeeshops..
dun be stupid

CNY is coming!!
glad i went to sst to work today..
got yusheng!!!
with sashimi other than salmon..haha
thanks to kitchen pple...
'lao' with the kitchen staff as service side very crowded..
felt a bit guilty..
they are very nice to me..
pass me all the otoro slices inside..
haha..

i wanna go holiday..
i need a holiday,,
it was only 2 months ago when i went travelling..
why do i feel mentally tired?

Jeanie of the past few months is dead.

LIAR, CHEATER, BASTARD, 2-FACED

4th week into Creative..
Still learning...so many things for me to learn..
each day is different..
got half of my salary..haha..
thank god still got sst pay...

the past few days I was feelin very depressed..
getting drunk was a good way to express my sadness..
rather drink than cry...
how can someone who make you feel so sad..
manage to lift up ur heart in a matter of seconds thru a phone call?
I really hate myself for being so pathetic..
Sad moments aside..

Yesterday went to Suntec to get a belated bdae pressie for ling..
sorry for being late gal..
wanted to know what flowers to get her..
so i ask ly to help..
by asking her to draft out a 心理测验 sms..
on flowers..
haha...it didnt work..cos she nv reply!!!!
Anyway..glad you like it..
when u mms me..
I love the bouquet myself too..
cos cannot imagine how it will be like.

ling: u might be gg holidays with ur parents in june?
im going hk n macau in june. after my exams.
if u wanna join me n my friend, u r most welcome.:)

Into my 3rd week of work at creative now...
Still blur here and there..
this is the first time im so slow in picking up the ropes of work..

Feelings have been going up and down during this period..
So frustrated sometimes..
other times happy..
just like a yo-yo..
being pulled up and down..
I hate to be manipulated by this..
but it cant be helped..

oh ya...my dad started a blog..
dunno wat's the blog add though..
its wierd..haha

亲亲

那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼
什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪
风一吹就乾了
只能这样了是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

思念被时光悄悄的摇落
酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头
现在想起来会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
哦...
轻轻的亲亲紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

A brand new layout

I know I nv update for eons!!!!
So sorry to those people who will always check my blog for updates
So lets see what had happened since my last update..

XMAS: Spent xmas eve attending my uncle's wedding in malaysia..

which u can see on ur left...

then took pics with my cousins..

oh..i actually drove in msia..those small roads..so cool..im so proud of myself

I SANG on stage during the wedding dinner..NOT ONCE

NEW YEAR's EVE: was working cos family went overseas..drove there..got lost while driving home..and stranded "thru the year" cos the car's batt gone flat..how lucky..after that went to meet my happy folks gang..too bad ks not there..thanks for the food, girls..

3rd Jan: Went to pick my family up at the airport...got loads of presents..thanks mom, dad and sis!

15th Jan: My first day at work at Creative...as a Customer Service Executive..so far so good..

19th Jan: Went to reperm my hair..need to destress..Happy Birthday Sis..! Dun think u will read this..haha

20th Jan: Then highlight n did treatment..hahz..cos no time to do it in a day..went to meet my mom at PS afterwards..shopped and eat..Happy Birthday to my ex-tution teacher!

Had a very filling dinner with parents in the evening at bukit timah..

21st Jan: Will try to update often during weekends..:)

If not..Happy Chinese New Year!

went to genting with my primary school friend..
had fun catching up with each other..
finally fulfilled my dream of going there together..:)
10 years of friendship..
im glad..
cheers to friendship..

life is now a pretty low point for me..
might not be able to graduate..as i failed a subject..
was shocked as I never have to repeat a subject in my entire life before..
never even took sup paper before..
wanted to kill myself..
run away from everything..
feels that life is a complete mess..
all my plans are gone.

Came back from Thailand on monday..
touchdown at bangkok's new airport..
and took a cab to hua hin..
was quite late when we reached there..
famished!!
had a wonderful dinner of seafood over there..
if u go hua hin..must keep eating the seafood there!
cos v fresh..
of course..not to mention their tom yum kung..
stayed at hua hin for 2 nights..
alot of angmohs there..
its was only until the 2nd night..
the asians start appearing..
went for a full body massage...2 hrs...damn shiok..and pain..hahaz
took bus back to BKK and started shopping!!
visited the sushi tei at MBK centre..
but never go in..
so many japanese restaurants over there..
it did not stand out at there at all..
so sorry to all of u...nv buy souvenirs..
cos its all my parents money..felt quite bad to use their money..

been working since tues night...everyday...cos got somebody to help me record project superstar..so dun mind helping..
but im so tired..sales are really great these few days..
cos pple getting pay soon..
sigh...but got motivation..and that's the money..
:p

歌曲：手放开
歌手：李圣杰 专辑：绝对痴心.手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

waiting for time to pass...to go for another holiday!!!
just came back from KL with my SIM friends..
will miss them..
very fun..but they were more keen on shopping than eating..unlike me..
hahaz..
had some minor incidents..
but we are back..safe and sound!
must work hard this week...to earn money..to play again next week!
looking for jobs in the meantime too..

Work today was a breeze..time pass by fast...crowds come and go..fast and early
think i ate alot today...ate lunch..still eat at pizza hut with ling..
then go home eat dinner somemore..aiyo
gg to be fat soon..1 more paper to go..and i wun be updating blog soon le

It's too late

Carole King - It's Too Late Lyrics(Fenslau/Zimmermann/Katzmann/J. Stern/C. King)
Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've stopped trying
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you
But it's too late, baby, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide

Went to work today...
then waited for my mom at marsiling mrt after work..
then this community work person was asking me and the guy sitting beside me to donate to mercy relief..
having kena cheated before...I rather directly help a person instead of through another person..goodness knows when the money will reach those affected by tsunami...
I dun mind sharing with that guy and his friends to donate...share 10 bucks..
it costs 10 bucks to donate..hmm..but tt guy not keen to donate i think ...when my mom came...i just said i got to go..left the poor guy and tt social worker there..hahaz
today is Veronika's last day of attachment..she was in tears when i gave her a final hug..:) will miss her...always happy to help out..always so hardworking..may ur future be bright after graduation gal..:)

One paper down...2 more to go..
then its holiday!!!
wanna start my holiday asap...
want to forget about everything and start afresh..
but can i?