Sunday, December 10, 2006

went to genting with my primary school friend..
had fun catching up with each other..
finally fulfilled my dream of going there together..:)
10 years of friendship..
im glad..
cheers to friendship..

life is now a pretty low point for me..
might not be able to graduate..as i failed a subject..
was shocked as I never have to repeat a subject in my entire life before..
never even took sup paper before..
wanted to kill myself..
run away from everything..
feels that life is a complete mess..
all my plans are gone.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Came back from Thailand on monday..
touchdown at bangkok's new airport..
and took a cab to hua hin..
was quite late when we reached there..
famished!!
had a wonderful dinner of seafood over there..
if u go hua hin..must keep eating the seafood there!
cos v fresh..
of course..not to mention their tom yum kung..
stayed at hua hin for 2 nights..
alot of angmohs there..
its was only until the 2nd night..
the asians start appearing..
went for a full body massage...2 hrs...damn shiok..and pain..hahaz
took bus back to BKK and started shopping!!
visited the sushi tei at MBK centre..
but never go in..
so many japanese restaurants over there..
it did not stand out at there at all..
so sorry to all of u...nv buy souvenirs..
cos its all my parents money..felt quite bad to use their money..

been working since tues night...everyday...cos got somebody to help me record project superstar..so dun mind helping..
but im so tired..sales are really great these few days..
cos pple getting pay soon..
sigh...but got motivation..and that's the money..
:p

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

歌曲:手放开
歌手:李圣杰 专辑:绝对痴心.手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开
我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

Thursday, November 16, 2006

waiting for time to pass...to go for another holiday!!!
just came back from KL with my SIM friends..
will miss them..
very fun..but they were more keen on shopping than eating..unlike me..
hahaz..
had some minor incidents..
but we are back..safe and sound!
must work hard this week...to earn money..to play again next week!
looking for jobs in the meantime too..

Monday, November 06, 2006

Work today was a breeze..time pass by fast...crowds come and go..fast and early
think i ate alot today...ate lunch..still eat at pizza hut with ling..
then go home eat dinner somemore..aiyo
gg to be fat soon..1 more paper to go..and i wun be updating blog soon le

Thursday, November 02, 2006

It's too late

Carole King - It's Too Late Lyrics(Fenslau/Zimmermann/Katzmann/J. Stern/C. King)
Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've stopped trying
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it
There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you
But it's too late, baby, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide
Went to work today...
then waited for my mom at marsiling mrt after work..
then this community work person was asking me and the guy sitting beside me to donate to mercy relief..
having kena cheated before...I rather directly help a person instead of through another person..goodness knows when the money will reach those affected by tsunami...
I dun mind sharing with that guy and his friends to donate...share 10 bucks..
it costs 10 bucks to donate..hmm..but tt guy not keen to donate i think ...when my mom came...i just said i got to go..left the poor guy and tt social worker there..hahaz
today is Veronika's last day of attachment..she was in tears when i gave her a final hug..:) will miss her...always happy to help out..always so hardworking..may ur future be bright after graduation gal..:)

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

One paper down...2 more to go..
then its holiday!!!
wanna start my holiday asap...
want to forget about everything and start afresh..
but can i?

Sunday, October 29, 2006

任性

任性
by 孙燕姿

喜欢听歌感人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的
睡不着我就醒着
喜欢唱歌动人的歌
它让我获得一点心得
得不到我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了
寂寞很吵我很安静
情绪很多我很镇静
因为投入所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒
固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避让感情犯错
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要从混乱解脱
不去碰触到我的需要
喜欢听歌动人的歌

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Free?

Single now..
might regret...might not..
dun ask me why in here...
thank you for the past 3 years of wonderful memories..
thank you for always forgiving me when I do things wrong..
thank you for understanding and knowing me so well..
no one else will treat me as well and love me so much as u do..
I know i might never find someone like you again..
its hard for me to come out of my comfort zone..
but i need to find myself again..
thank you for letting me go..

Friday, October 20, 2006

Death Note

Watched Death Note yesterday...
2pm show still got alot of people watching..
heard from friends that the manga was nice..
but I did not want to 'chase' it...
Therefore, no comparison made between the movie and the manga..
the movie was nice..
acting was great..esp 'L'
kept eating sweet stuff...both are just kids
but they are very smart
Kira found a book such that when a name was written in the book,
the person will die..provided he can recall the face..
from then on, he had killed numerous criminals..
therefore, 'L' tries to hunt him down..
so do u think Kira is doing the wrong thing?

exams are coming..oh no..
but all i can about are the holidays after it..:)

Friday, October 13, 2006

New layout

dunno why when I never even touch my template it got screwed up...

Recent updates:

Drove to IMM...safe and sound...parking ok..great..thankful..
hahz..driving feels like second nature to me already..
but still feel that it can be improved..

Happy Birthday to Ching Lai and Benny...erm..it was yesterday..
lots of colleagues went down to clarke quay to a place called geographer something..
was really fun catching up and bonding with the colleagues..
when i leave sst..i will surely miss them..SST will forever be part of my life...

Happy early birthday to LY!!! Whose birthday is on the 15th..but just in case i never update my blog..
Met up with Happy Folks Gang just now..
Was always nice to meet them..
9 years of friendship...and still counting..
Anyway...for the Life in Swiss Story..
Suze, Margaret, Reen, Crystal, Charlotte and 'I forgot what my name was' live happily ever after with their rich beaus with no worries and staying the best of friends for the rest of their too perfect lives...hahz...dream on...:)

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Happy Day!!

Gave a surprise party for Diana...
so fun until forgot to give her ,
her present..haahz had potluck...
cannot finish the food even though it is nice..
got kebabs...glutinous rice...wantan...curry chicken..
will miss these people who made a difference in my life..
without them...SIM life will be colourless

Happy Day...

Monday, September 25, 2006

Recent Happenings..

Attended Sushi Tei Dinner and Dance 2006 at Furama Hotel at Chinatown..
it was very fun...after every course we would take pics and stuff..
lots of games to play and we were very onz...
got chicky dance as well..
felt like poly life...
how i miss orientation ....

Went to Malaysia on a long weekend...
Genting for 2 nights..really had fun gambling..hahz
then went to Malacca to rest and relax...and do my project...
projects and projects..another one is due today..
hope it will be all over soon...

Had less and less schedule due to poly students having holidays..
shall use the time to study and watch vcds...
right now im watching princess hours..
its nice.story plot also nice..
but then sometimes got no link one...so wierd...

Attended youth service at fel's church last weekend...
quite nice to meet up with des, banner, arthur and fel..
fel's pastor was really nice..

met my sailing friends at parkway parade...
long time nv see them..they said they just finished their training..
mix feeings were inside me..regret? envy? relief? i really dunno...
shall enjoy the last quarter of my uni life with my friends now...

lastly...i wanna go play...again!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

dusting the cobwebs away...

okok...im back..
eh..the crepes hor..cos i made at night..so ask huisi want or not..since she stay near mah..paiseh..next time gathering make for u all ba..

anyway...boyfren's bdae coming..no time to buy present cos have to stay at home to watch over my grandma..
then im going malaysia!!
before that its SST dinner and dance..
so busy!!

i wanna watch devil wears prada!!!
i want ling to work at sst...:p
i want to have a nice job after my hols!

boyfren gg KL tmw...
have fun!

anyway...im glad that:
Fel is still as cheerful...
Fang is forever having her honeymoon period..
Happy folks gang will live on forever too!
Im contented my life is the way it is...for now..

Think im starting to write random stuff..
anyway..saw a lot of pretty gals..very pretty..
felt inferior..
eh..
then suddenly tot of Samsoon..
is it really possible?
how come i always feel tt its always girls dun mind looks?

dusting the cobwebs aways...

Monday, August 28, 2006

waiting for my projectmates to come to my house now....
work was sucky yesterday..
joyce was in a terrible mood..
thanks to benny and a few fussy customers..
was practically stuck at cashier there from 6 all the way to 10..
sian!!!!!!
heng got big von..saukeng and joyce..
then this colleague everytime flirt one..
i dunno with other girls have or not..
got gf already also dunno serious or not..
hopefully he is..or he is a bastard..
there's this new guy working at sushi belt..
keep eating sushi...and never churn out customer orders..
elaine damn pekcek...then change to work in the kitchen instead..
wat's wrong with youth nowadays?

I wanna go holiday....payday is coming..so yippee...
still deciding if i should spend 25 bucks to do my hair and makeup or not...
ling...i wanna see your convocation ball photos!!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Shopping!

Bought 2 dresses for 62 bucks today..
nice!! Broke now though..sob sob..
boyfren ord le..
happy for him...
eh..wat else i wanna say...
life now just revolves around work and school..
everyone has been asking when am i graduating..
im not looking forward to finding a full-time job at all..
will be tough...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Managing Change..

being busy with projects and dramas lately...
undergoing some major changes too...
trying to cope with it now..
just did lasik on my left eye...
right eye tomorrow..
scared..
hope its will be over soon..
permed by hair too..
realised that curls are so much more livelier than straight hair..
boyfren went to china..that day told me next day go off already..
buy more things for me!!!

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Secret Garden...

After work and conducting a project interview...
went to Chomp2 and eat dinner with my SIM friends...

Through the interview, now then i know that Victor..
worked at eng wah before...
he did not know there are 2 types of popcorn - sweet and salty
so funny...
was quite funny to talk to him..

finally saw joyce..another supervisor..
jeff is going to taka..will miss ya pal..
but we will see each other on dinner and dance..hah.
can hang out sometime too..
hopefully tt benny supervisor is a nice guy too..

back to chomp2...
we ate..satay..oyster egg..carrot cake..taupok..pizza..stingray..nice..
after tt ..walked around a few pubs and finally decided to go secret garden to sing..
but have to buy beer lar..
1 jug 5 glasses..hahz..we were broke already..wat to do?

-?????-

went to daiso just now..saw a very nice set of 5 stones...bought it..hahz..
bought alot of junk..
im sleepy..goodnight

Sunday, July 16, 2006

new layout

the colour of the blog is nice right???
i know the tagboard colour does not complement the blogskin..
lazy to change..
hmmm...devil beside you...
i think prince turn to frog nicer leh..the show lar..hahz..:)
oh well..
been busy with school work..quite productive actually...
hopefully i can keep this up..

Monday, July 03, 2006

Kota Rainforest Resort..

Went to Malaysia last monday..met my friends at woodlands mrt..
didnt know prepaid sim card have to register now..
so mafan..
make me call here and there cos my card got prob registering..
finally reached kota tinggi town at like 3 plus..pm..
went to eat and buy snacks...
took 2 cab to go there as there were 6 of us..
think most of our money went to transportation..quite ex..think next time i shall just stay at kota tinggi town..
reached the resort around 4 plus..me n another friend shared a room..but then when we opened the door..there's a huge lizard inside to welcome us...so we changed room with the only guy traveling with us...poor thing. hahaz...
my three other girlfriends were sharing the other room...also got lizard...they were screaming about and while they were waitin for the staff to catch the lizard...me and my roomie went to the pool first..:)
Dinner was steamboat.....alot of guests(houseflies) came to share the food with us...
anyway..i think my previous stay meals were nicer...
although its the same type...
oh...the nice couple who owned the place were not there anymore..
now the guy running the place might be the son...
got piced up by the cabs at 8 to go pasar malam..
everyone kept buying things..
so i decided to get myself more socks...which is only 3 for 5 RM...
Went back to the resort at 10pm...

Tuesday...
Wanted to go to the waterfall..but realised its 9.50RM to enter the place now!!! instead of 2.50RM...decided to go cycling and then into the pool...while the gals tried to tan themselves..i went back to catch a nap..after that we rented a mahjong set to play till its dinner time..
After dinner..went for the firefly cruise..
this time..the cruise was so much better as the driver actually drove near to where the fireflies are..he also sometimes bumped the boat against the branches to make them fly..
I managed to catch a firefly!!!! The driver also spotted owls and pointed them out to us..he was very nice...
After the cruise..went back to continue our mahjong then went back to sleep..

Wednesday...
took some pictures and all 6 of us squeezed into a cab to go town...
shopped at kota tinggi plaza for 3 hours...have no idea we can shop so long!!
bought 2 pairs of slippers for 12RM each...:) i wanna go back there again!!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Friend...

My friend went out with her ex bf yesterday...
They saw a puppy stuff toy...which the ex bf bought for her before...
however he did not remember the past anymore..
are girls more sentimental than guys?
Although my friend had no feelings for him anymore..
she cant help feeling disappointed that he did not remember the past they had anymore..
She wondered if he had ever cherish her...ever recall or even try to recall the memories they had once...
Afterall...it took her quite awhile to forget him even though the memories with him were few...

Monday, June 12, 2006

Work..

nothing but work and work these few days..
its getting more and more tiring...
Had a gathering yesterday with my sailing friends..
Cant believe I knew them since I was in Primary School...
Really miss sailing competively...
Hopefully I will join some regattas for the fun of it..
Although I might have lost my touch...

Felt like a backstabber during work sometimes..
but really cannot stand some people's work performance...
their performances actually affects us...
somemore they get the money but we part timers slog like hell ...
wat's the point???

Miss fel and fang...
as for min..ever since she chatted with me to promote her event..
i nv heard from her since..
sigh...
dunno lar...
anyway..when can we go to miss clarity cafe again???

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Busy..

Its being a busy and lazy period to blog..
But the good news is I got my driving license!!!
Eh...but dun expect me to bring u for a ride anytime soon without my parents around..
cos I still dun trust my driving skills...haha
now waiting nervously for my exam results!!

Monday, May 22, 2006

Missing...

Missing my secondary school classmate of 4 years...
Missing my Sst colleague of nearly a year...
Missing my confidante of 10 years...
Work will never be the same without you around...
I know you will have to leave sst one day..
but has it already being a year?
Time really flies...

P.S: Enjoy yourself!!!

Friday, May 19, 2006

Work

Quite a few customers gave tips today...so happy..
but im so tired...thanks goodness dinnertime went quite smoothly despite the lift being out of order...
Think I kept telling customers to go RC to eat...cos got discount..hahaz..
I wanna go there eat seafood roll!!!
Yesterday went to eat..talk until didnt even realise seafood roll not served at all..

tmw working at 10..quite sian of opening liao..
pray tmw lunch will be fine..i think it will be..got more people work mah..
pray i runner..
I love to be runner..!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Shall blog and move on...and remain happy

Found out about something from a friend. Apparently..that bastard (he is one to me after this issue)..spilled something about wat happened between me and him to people we know...
if he tell his current gf..i dun mind..but he just wants to tell people who will spread the news right..
dunno purposely or wat...so if this bastard is reading this..
I wanna tell u...im pitying your gf now...
You lost my trust..
Bastard is too mild a word for you.
I dun wanna see you again..
So you better stay out of my sight

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

New Blog!

Welcome to my new blog! Decided to come up with a new blog... Cos i love the template so much!! I dunno why this show is influencing so much.. I keep watching and watching the show...repeatedly.. maybe its convenient to watch on my laptop..haha Anyway..forget about my previous blog...its a part of my memories now.. hmm..if im free i will transfer my posts over to this blog... tomorow got work..sigh..anyway..the tagboard..i just cant get it right..can someone just make one for me and give me the code??? I will appreciate it very much!