soooooooorry

so sorry for the lack of posts...
gettin bored with blogs actually..
in malacca now..at my grandma's house..
so decided to update my blog...

Had my graduation ceremony in end august..
after that...quit my job in Creative...last day was on 13 Sept..
bought homemade cupcakes for my colleagues...they all say its nice..
slack for quite a while..
had sushi tei dinner with ling and jason on that friday...
watched I now pronounced Larry & Chuck..
quite funny..

oh ya...i got 2 hamsters in addition to my TOM...
called Peanut & Butter...
cos one look like Peanut..so the other have to just go along with it..

Studying fulltime for my casino course now..n working at sushi tei again..
have been working quite often these few weeks..
im glad i went back to work..miss those pple..

oh ya..last tues just went to Genting to R & R...friday work at sst...then now again come to Malaysia..
any new photos..i will just put in my friendster...more convenient dun u think so?

oh ya..recently went MOS with ling..i think we are getting old...left at 2 plus..i think the main reason was it was getting very packed until very hard to dance..

oh..i went clubbin at genting too..so cool..haha..
free entry for ladies..disco theme..music not bad...but crowd is like a scene in Bollywood...
accomanied by trees and etc as the club is called SAFARI..
haha..

I still cannot stack 100 chips into 20 chips in 40secs!! damn!1
going to buy the training kit tomorrow.

Realised my saturday classes ends at 9pm..oops..
I suddenly realise..i no time le..
thinking about quitting sst liao..
see how much my company going to adjust my pay..
so pissed with the company sometimes..

im going to practise n practise...and be an excellent croupier!
got super staff sale now..256mb players going for 9 bucks...512mb for 19 bucks.
let me know if you are interested. sales end on 31st august.

Yesterday attended my first casino lesson, didn't manage to attend the first one..cos of my leg.
Had my first practical lesson of trying to stack 100chips into 20chips in 40 secs max.
It's quite tough..cos my hand can only hold 19 chips..haha.

work has been getting more n more busy..
but im glad now it's more or less settle down already..
anyway..im bloggin to say im a super busy person liao..
my classes are on monday, thurs n sats..
for sundays need to book one week in advance just in case i give schedule to sst..:)
for weekdays..that leaves only tues, weds and fridays..not too bad right?
im considering giving tuition..

Had a major sprain in the ankle...4 days MC.
Thank God got national day.
I cannot walk at all..
first time feelin so helpless.
Parents went overseas..
heard from my mom that my dad also injure his leg.
Now my mom is walking around herself...
Cannot fetch them from airport..
Cant believe I will be so careless to miss a step down the train station.
At first still can walk...then after that suppose to see doctor but alot of people..
so went back up to watch my red dot program first.
at 8plus pm...realised i can no longer walk...
i called Sam and he took half day leave from work.
Doctor says have to go hospital for x ray..
lucky not fracture...lucky nv roll down the stairs..
the mrt staff who helped me were very nice..bring me to the clinic and also called me later to see how am I.
All the passerbys n mrt staff who helped me were Malay and Indians...
So what do u think of us Chinese? Im so disappointed..
But when I went to the clinic..
There were Chinese helping me to open the door...so not all were bad..

Just came back from KL during the weekend too...
nv manage to unpack my stuff yet...
bought 2 jeans..2 tops..2 brooches..and some toiletries..
very little only right?
But i spend till I have to redraw money and use my card once...sian..

Im feelin so guilty cos Sam took half day leave from work and paid for cab..4 times..twice got midnight charge alrd...then he have to carry me on his back..Thanks..

I decided....not to post up my hk photos le...lazy..


and i post some of it on my friendster anyway..





next overseas trip minus malaysia will be korea..yippee


need to save up..but i keep want to go shopping!!!


spending alot..





i bought phone!! nice hor? i bought solely for its looks ba..
i dun really care..haha..cos been searching for a nice looking phone..

my room will be undergoing renovation soon..
who is kind enough to pei me paint my room after that? :(
got people to recommend for good paint jobs?
i was thinking of painting a mural too..like those design room shows..
very nice.. i already found wat i want to be painted on...50bucks to paint some patterns can??
hope my friends will organise mahjong sessions or supper outings soon..
i think everyone is just so busy with work...
sad..

alot of changes in my work...2 pple leaving from my dept...so 6 pple doing 8 pple job...quite tough to reshuffle here n there n learn new things...its good to learn new stuff..
not good when u learn it in a crash course way..

my mom just came back from hokkaido..

bought loads of stuff for me me!!

so happy...i love shopping..haha

ai shang xiao hong dian....

The trip was not in vain!!!!
Went out and took 966 to Eunos..then took a cab to Geylang Serai Community Club...
wherever that place is..
so ulu lor..
but im glad its ulu...only 16 pple per team!!
Heng our team manage to get Adrian as our team leader...Ho ho ho!!
But it was really a close fight..
should not blog much about it first...pics are on friendster..:)

I think its finally over..after a year...im talking about alot of things..
think mummy's reading quite accurate ba...
ending to somethings..will be beginning for other things..

i enrolled for a casino cert course...
i know it got no link to my job..but i dun really care..
anyway...
i just watched hua yang shao nian shao nu..
avoiding is worse than making mistakes....
So...i should make this mistake?

never mind if u dun understand..haaha..
really like nelly furtado's say it right..

Simply Red - Sunrise

I love this song..please excuse the sleeziness of this video..

Simply Red
Sunrise
As I look into your eyes I see the sunrise
The light behind your face helps me realise

Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I’ll be yours and maybe you’ll be mine

I don’t know if it’s even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Is it in your mind at all
It should be me, it could be me
Forever

Wandering through life will love come home to you
And the love you want forever, will they be true to you

Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I’ll be yours and maybe you’ll be mine

I don’t know if it’s even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Love’s indescribable
It should be me, it could be me
Forever

Easy, ready, willing, over time
Where does it stop where do you dare me to draw the line
You’ve got the body now you want my soul
Don’t even think about it say no go
---> everything is making me recall....

Don't think will upload my hk trip photos anytime soon..
due to lappy got problem..
but i uploaded some on my friendster..
yesterday took 2 hours to search for my recovery disc..
nv managed to find the disc..but browsed through alot of old photos..

was flipping through happy folks gang one...
photos at gallery hotel, the haunted house..
photos at sentosa...(that was really fun with all those crap poses) haha..
I miss you girls..

attachment photos..
alot consist of singing ktv..haha..

my primary 5 class photo..
looking at mickeymouse J's primary 5 picture..
and the late teacher - Mr Lee..

neoprints...so many..
realised mickeymouse J also in one of the neoprints..
nv change much..
alot of people say i also nv change much..felt abit sad..
cos i find tt last time i really unpretty..
now not even slight improvement? :p

then saw this blue photo album given by someone..
shall not mention names here..
1st 2 pages of the album..he cut out coloured papers and wrote on them..
saying happy 18th birthday to me..
that i can legally go chionging liao..
i grow up alrd..but will still be a baby in his eyes n my parents..
and that he will take good care of me and etc..and how he so nice to me..haha..
i was smiling while reading it..cos when u look back at the past..it was really sweet of him..
despite everything ended 3 mths later...
was looking at the neoprints n cards we took too..
realised the photos were well taken..:) i like it alot..
then got photos of us during orientation training..
i nv realised i was smiling so happily last time in those photos..
haha..how i miss poly life..:)

if im very very free...will go develop those digital photos..haha..
which is dunno when.

I know its been AGES since I last blog..haha...im so lazy~~~
Came back from hk/macau trip a week ago..
was so fun!!! Found my great travelling companion..haha...

Left on tues night...reached macau around 12plus am..
took a short taxi ride to New century hotel..only 99 bucks a night!!
Had a late dinner of oyster n minced pork rice noodles..
its nice..and got lots of oysters!! but dun dare to finish them...too many.
Went to this 6 star casino at the Crown..
its like....'wow!!!

Checked out at 12 pm the next day and took a ferry to hk...
hotel not ready yet..so we hung around the hotel till 5plus pm..
so late..:( anyway...we went tsim tsa tsui to visit the Avenue of Stars..
got handprints of celebrities..and a statue of bruce lee...
at 8pm they got this laser display show featuring/introducing the buildings at the harbour..
laser is nothing special..but the lights at the building were flashing according to the music..
so its actually quite interesting..
Went back to our hotel at Mongkok and ate this mango pudding dessert with fruits thingy..very nice..shared a mango glutinous dumpling as well.forgot to take pics of it..haha..
Walked around ladies street till the shops are close around 11plus..and had supper..'
and went back to the room to play cards, watch tv..and plan for the next day - DISNEYLAND!!

Because my this friend was watching soccer the previous night...we reached disneyland late..around 3plus 4 pm...but before that we had dimsum!! very nice..esp the xiao long bao..
overall food over at HK is really very nice...and big portion..so often never finish the food.
Anyway...HK disneyland quite small..so its just nice when we finish walking everywhere n eat some snacks to watch the fireworks.
I have never seen any fireworks so nice before...
NDP compared to this is really nothing lor...
the fireworks goes in time with the music..
my stupid laptop got problem..so won't be uploading any videos or pics soon. :(
I never took any pictures with any disneyland characters as need to queue..im just so lazy...
Went to temple street after that cos disneyland close around 9pm..
bought bags for mom...really feeling very tired..as we need to keep changing trains just to get to disneyland..After walking around temple street, decided to go back to the hotel..

Friday took a tram ride up to THE PEAK and went to the wax museum..quite small..but we got LKY there!!! haha..awww..wish i can upload pics very soon..
anyway..it was very foggy up there..so cannot see any nice scenery from up there..
after leavin the PEAK...we went to climb the mid levels escalator..
the escalator like never ending..so halfway we gave up due to tiredness (despite just need to ride the escalator that's all) and hunger..took a cab to pacific place as we were lazy to climb the stairs all the way down to the bottom. The shopping mall looks like taka..so we decided to split, friend went Pacific place and harbourcity..I went to Causeway Bay.
Saw about a total of 3 Sushi Teis in HK..but nv eat there..too busy shopping..haha..
By the time I was done with shopping at Causeway Bay area/SOGO/Times Square, its about 5 hours later..
Went back to Mongkok to shop somemore at ladies street and received my friend's msg saying he back in hotel room already..haha..
Was very very tired when I finally arrived back in hotel to put down my stuff..
Had supper together and went to walk around as its our last day in HK.

After checking out of the hotel, went to find food and walked around. Finally decided to buy my wallet from TOUGH..
by the time I finished my shopping at the store..my friend was contemplating if he should buy stuff from the store. But i must admit the things sold there are very nice.In total, I bought 1 bag, 2 tops, 2 wallets from the store..and he bought 1 t shirt..1 jeans, 1 belt..and last minute a bag so that we can have the membership card for the store..(tough is gg to open at heeren this mth!)
by the time we finished shopping..its 2pm alrd!!!
quickly repack our shopping and went to catch a ferry to macau..
sea was very choppy as it was raining..poor friend felt seasick..
queue at macau customs very long..all the china people rushing like a stampede
when more booths opened..
finally reached the hotel at 6pluspm..rest awhile and had macdonald's for dinner..
walked around to find that its similar to hk..anyway..
went to visit some casinos..however..because the CROWN was simply too nice..the rest of the casinos look sleezy in comparison..however, we finally 'settled' down at Wynn..which is nice as well and stayed there till 4plus am..haha..
winning the cost of my airticket to macau n back..haha..:)
Slept at 6am after finishing supper n shower..this friend is really influencing me...

Checked out the next day and had lunch...their roasted stuff like duck, goose, chicken n pork is really very nice..poor friend got scalded when trying to help me refill my tea..so sorry..although u will not be readin this..haaha..
took a cab to airport..and its time to leave..sob sob..
and flight got delayed!! sian..
I wanna go hk n macau again!! but before that..maybe should go taipei first..:)

Got 8 days for MC for the extraction of wisdom teeth..all 4 of them..
thank goodness for anesethesia...feeling real miserable right now..
whole face swollen!! cos allergic to painkillers..tt's causing my eyes to be swollen..
so sad..

anyway..please go to these links to view my last ktv outing before my extraction
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3918103207

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aahHbbMLXHE

Sorry for the lack of update..being busy with 2 jobs and partying!
haha

link to my photos..

Billy Bombers with SIM friends
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3923259427

@ Toy Museum and dinner with Happy folks..and other random photos
http://www.imagestation.com/8571386/3923257303

1 more week to exam.
oh no..
i can't get anything in..

Meanwhile..enjoy ur labour day peeps!

Met my SIM chums at Billy Bombers..too bad JJ and tiff cannot come..
But me, jing, twig, diana n serena had a great night out..
then diana went back to work..
realised I am really lucky to work at creative..
however the pay really not enough for me lar..
so i rather suffer and get a better paying job then later see how...
hopefully RBS will want me..
though i doubt so..
I dun wanna work 12am to 9am either!!!
I know i wanna chiong work..but not tis kind of hour!!
hopefully i can be at RBS..
and so will ling be there too!! yippee!!
from then..i will quit sst..and forget about him..
after 6 months...it should end le..

TOday went out with ex colleague..glad she's doing fine in her new job..
thanks for the treat today too..doubt u will read this..haha
we kept chatting until forget to take photo...piang oh...
sigh.
photos will be uploaded soon..now my laptop no space to even dl the camera software..haha

Yesterday was actually quite tired as Sunday slept late..
but long time nv see ling le..
miss her..
sang ktv from 9.30pm till 1pm..
wow..today i think i nearly died in the afternoon..kept rubbing my eyes..and stretching myself..
so sleepy!!!
so i went to the ladies to catch a few winks!! haha
im that desperate for a sleep..
Considering a few options for work now..
hopefully i can join ling at her place..then at least despite the long hours..i still have company..:)
im also looking through the MOE website for non teaching positions..
if im going to go into teaching..it will only because i have a passion for teaching..and not the pay..
but right now..im not into teaching.
why cant my dad understand?
i also know teaching got alot of money..but teaching u cannot anyhow quit u know?
must be very dedicated..
please dun tell me wat to do anymore..
esp for my career..
photos during ktv will be in my friendster..
but not today..i wanna sleep.

thanks ling..for listening to me talk about him when u got so many troubles urself too.
everything will be fine..*hugs*
our period of 'pre-depression' will be over soon..
im feeling wat u r feeling..
about life, love, work..
focus on career first ba..money is important during this time of our life. :)

Bought this..nice right?

Went to St James with Qad*...saw wen keung there...he intro his gf..as always..say the rest of the girls joinin them are his ex gfs..lame leh.

saw karen..poly school mate there as well..im surprised i saw a few familiar faces..

st james was great...music is great..sections were all great!!

too bad i only stayed for 2-3 hours..

had vodka orange..vodka lime..and a jug of vodka ribena!

Thanks Qad...for the past 6 mths..

I finally write about him here..

because i feel that i should..

Tomorrow is the end of a phase....or is it just a beginning?
Met up with my SIM classmates..after that play mahjong..
reach home at 5am...then go work..
skipped my lunch break to get an hour nap.
felt better...
tmw will meet the happy folks gang..so happy..long time nv see them alrd..

i like these songs..
its ironic that the songs i like always relate to how im feeling...right now..


过敏
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歌手：杨丞琳 专辑：遇上爱

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点没知觉

泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解
才发现我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源是对你的思念

我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变是想念没断线
我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源是为你流的泪

我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸
季节一直变
但我的心没有变

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸没知觉




最近
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歌手：李圣杰 专辑：关于你的歌

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给
的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Everything is fated...think too much also no use..

forgot to wish everyone ...

恭喜发财！

CSI>....
Watched Epic movie just now..
stupid show..dun watch...lame..but i got laugh during some parts..

Reached home shocked to see police tape surrounding my block..
got ambulance...
i thought something happen to my family or something..
gang fights.
nothing to do teenagers..
sigh..
please go get a job or something.l
instead of hanging out at coffeeshops..
dun be stupid

CNY is coming!!
glad i went to sst to work today..
got yusheng!!!
with sashimi other than salmon..haha
thanks to kitchen pple...
'lao' with the kitchen staff as service side very crowded..
felt a bit guilty..
they are very nice to me..
pass me all the otoro slices inside..
haha..

i wanna go holiday..
i need a holiday,,
it was only 2 months ago when i went travelling..
why do i feel mentally tired?

Jeanie of the past few months is dead.

LIAR, CHEATER, BASTARD, 2-FACED

4th week into Creative..
Still learning...so many things for me to learn..
each day is different..
got half of my salary..haha..
thank god still got sst pay...

the past few days I was feelin very depressed..
getting drunk was a good way to express my sadness..
rather drink than cry...
how can someone who make you feel so sad..
manage to lift up ur heart in a matter of seconds thru a phone call?
I really hate myself for being so pathetic..
Sad moments aside..

Yesterday went to Suntec to get a belated bdae pressie for ling..
sorry for being late gal..
wanted to know what flowers to get her..
so i ask ly to help..
by asking her to draft out a 心理测验 sms..
on flowers..
haha...it didnt work..cos she nv reply!!!!
Anyway..glad you like it..
when u mms me..
I love the bouquet myself too..
cos cannot imagine how it will be like.

ling: u might be gg holidays with ur parents in june?
im going hk n macau in june. after my exams.
if u wanna join me n my friend, u r most welcome.:)

Into my 3rd week of work at creative now...
Still blur here and there..
this is the first time im so slow in picking up the ropes of work..

Feelings have been going up and down during this period..
So frustrated sometimes..
other times happy..
just like a yo-yo..
being pulled up and down..
I hate to be manipulated by this..
but it cant be helped..

oh ya...my dad started a blog..
dunno wat's the blog add though..
its wierd..haha

亲亲

那一年顶楼加盖的阁楼
什么人忘了锁
是谁找不到未满十八岁的我
你是一滴滴隐形的眼泪
风一吹就乾了
只能这样了是吗
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

思念被时光悄悄的摇落
酸酸的咬了一口
青春的苹果香香的催眠了我
是你脸粉红了我的耳后
烫伤了我额头
现在想起来会痛
同时甜蜜与心碎
是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你
哦...
轻轻的亲亲紧紧闭著眼睛
是你不是你说不定
还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲
不敢用力呼吸不敢太贪心太相信我的幸运
百分之百是你

A brand new layout

I know I nv update for eons!!!!
So sorry to those people who will always check my blog for updates
So lets see what had happened since my last update..

XMAS: Spent xmas eve attending my uncle's wedding in malaysia..

which u can see on ur left...

then took pics with my cousins..

oh..i actually drove in msia..those small roads..so cool..im so proud of myself

I SANG on stage during the wedding dinner..NOT ONCE

NEW YEAR's EVE: was working cos family went overseas..drove there..got lost while driving home..and stranded "thru the year" cos the car's batt gone flat..how lucky..after that went to meet my happy folks gang..too bad ks not there..thanks for the food, girls..

3rd Jan: Went to pick my family up at the airport...got loads of presents..thanks mom, dad and sis!

15th Jan: My first day at work at Creative...as a Customer Service Executive..so far so good..

19th Jan: Went to reperm my hair..need to destress..Happy Birthday Sis..! Dun think u will read this..haha

20th Jan: Then highlight n did treatment..hahz..cos no time to do it in a day..went to meet my mom at PS afterwards..shopped and eat..Happy Birthday to my ex-tution teacher!

Had a very filling dinner with parents in the evening at bukit timah..

21st Jan: Will try to update often during weekends..:)

If not..Happy Chinese New Year!